the night of reconciliation..

so so so....i replied..then i didnt notice we wer already exchaning sms for hours already..and until he asked me if he could see me that day..may be beczuse we had a good conversation thru our messsages, why i agreed on his invitation and so we met later that night.were still friends..i think its better if we remain it that way..i dont want to lose all that we had built..bisan ang friendship lng ang mabilin ok ra(hala nagbinisaya si manang!lol!so yeah.we met at turtles.i took a cab and while i was in the cab, i was really nervous..its been weeks time i last saw him..and i was laughing..thinking what he looks like right now..he was already there when i arrived..sitting in the sofa with andre..theyre were pretty amazed coz trhey said i lose a bit of my wieght.yeah of korz..what wud u expect!and i sat beside him.feeling damn uncomfty.i cant even look straight him in the eyes......i was acting odd..its like my actions are limited.i stutter whenever i talk..i cant even talk anymore.i was speechless..shy and all..im like a turtle hiding inside my shell so hesitant to go out..we went to backyard to check things out..i went with him and sum friends..we planned that night that well have some drinking session..but backyard was too crowded..a lot of bands wer waiting for their turns to practice..so ching and our friends just ate their and we headed back to turtles after.and there we drank our fave drink..red horse.quench ur thirst..lol..that time i wanna go home early..and ching already kept asking if i wanted to go home coz hell go home with me nalang..pa drop lang sya ila..so then we decided to go home nalang..we took a cab.while we were in the cab silence was in the air..we were inches apart from each other.no single word was uttered.but not so long, he spoke to me..asking how im doing and if i wanna go home straight na..but i dunno whats gotten into me why i answered him no..and he told me if its ok if i we can go to his place..and again...i was so acting weird and dumb..when i said okay..to make it clear for you guys reading this..my mind was not occupied with whats going to happen that night...it was totallt empty..even going to his place was unexpected..when we arrived in his place, we ate ngohiong..then went to his room after..i was lying beside him..i was kinda tipsy already..and he was drunk..i closed my eyes and he started talking.he asked me about us..and i didnt talked back..it made my eyes wide shut when he softly ask me if he can kiss sme..i sarcastically ask him..why shud i let u kiss me..were not together anymore..but in my mind, id really want him to do that...i found him seducing me already...and i miss him doing that to me...at one sec it made me laugh. i turned to look at him..face to face..then it started again with that one perfect kiss..the kiss of reconciliation..and finally we reconciled...i forgave him and i tend to forget everything..the reasons why at one point in our life, we broke up..we almost lost everything that we have all planned out...but that night we wanted to start somethin a new..another chapter is awaiting us..we wnated to change everything..our attitudes..and not minding those people who keeps on bugging our lives...acting innocent as if they have done nothing wrong...that nught...it was a new beginning of another journey...and we promised that whatever happens, well never be apart again..we wont leave each other thru thick and thin...thAT night happiness was again felt..i realized love has never left us behind...love has brought us back..and that well try our very best to keep it that way forever..stupid as it may sound but thios is foh real.............and now....im going to take back what i have lost once....... US...