hahai...welcuummmmmmmmmm back negra.................as in murag almost one month nako wa ka blog dri sa ako blogsite..wa lng...giikapoy sad ko,nya busy2 pud over there and everywhere nya samutan pajud sa among lecheng pc nga na samutan jud kaguba kay nibuto jud diay ang motherboard nya wa nay puruhan na maayu kay phase out na daw ang type na motherboard pareha sa ako pc.
karun gani, punish kay struggle akong life kay mapugos nalang ko ug net sa mga internet cafe para lng maka check sa ako friendster,myspace,multiply ug yahoo mail pra sa mga additional updates sa upcoming bob day...weee...esfiking of bob day....hahaha..
yesss....ngrecording diay mi pra sa reggae all stars collaboration atung mga 2 wks ago mn guro to oi...basta atay au to oi..napasubo ko atu kau naiingnan ko paul na apil diay ko anang gitawag nila na reggae team unity..hahaha...sa dihang pgtunga nako ngadto sa thirsty banilad kay padung naman diay recording nya ako maski lyrics wa pa gani ko kita...hastang ka shettoo..pero ok ra..ngpasalamat ko sa tanan na nitabang nako ug ctach up ato nga panahona..hahaha...hantud ako pajud ang pinakadaghan ug take...sige lng kasayup kay ambot sd oi..sa kakulba guro to pero lingaw pud to oi..kay daghan nangaguba nga mga tao tungod sa tanduay ug hash..ahahaha..
dugay au mi nakauli oi..mga almost 2am nami nahuman record...lingaw na ganahan au ko sa kanta mao inspired au ko na mukanta ug dali rako naka memorize...hehehe...for me, sa akong 19yrs na ka tuig sa life,pinaka best experience nako ang makanta kauban sa akong mga isig ka usa nga musikero ngari sa cebu....
ug hinaot na inig bob day run march 24 daghan mu mutambo ngadto sa paseo mall sa panagdait pra mutan aw ani nga lingaw nga event....daghan kaaung banda na mu alagad ug muhatag ug kalipay sa nu..atay lng kay concert pud ni ziggy marley sa manila same day sa bob day..kay kung wa pay bob day, lupad jud ko ngadto manila bah..samut naka ug si jr gong..bahala lagi manluod ang mga tao, adto jud ko...waaaaa...
ug kami sd diay ang featured band sa monster radio kay nice daw ang feedback sa amu single na feeling easy..salamat sa inyony way undang na pagsuporta ug hinaut na mgpadayun na...
kita its nalang bob day puhon ug sa mga umaabot pa na mga tukar2x...labchu all!!
Wednesday, March 14, 2007
Thursday, March 08, 2007
Saturday, February 17, 2007
iM oKay..
Here I am again I've been here so many times but it's different today. I look about a mist lies everywhere, on everything I try to talk and everyone listens but no one hears me everyone tries so hard to please they all do it naturally now without thinking but it is so machine-like uncaring, unthinking, unhelping they seem to need to help they are in a trap. I can see the trap now I am still stuck in it trying to break away but I've turned and I see everyone else they stay in the trap not even trying to get out never hopeless but maybe impossible ...
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
so good
Should’ve kept your smile
Seems like we could both use it today
I still have your breath,
Been so long since I took that away
When we were so good
Wasn’t it so?
You still make my heart laugh
Can I still fade your bad days when I sing?
And we still have those crazy words
Tell me if they still mean anything
Say we’re still so good
That it’s still so
Tell me we’re so good
Isn’t it so?
Don’t know why our everyday
Just steals our energy
And though I see you everyday
I miss you
And I know your soul
Cause it is my soul’s very best friend
But what we just don’t know,
Is where any of this loneliness began
I want you to love me madly
Kiss me wildly
With crazy abandon
Recklessly
The way we did before
Life had to come on in
When we were so good
Yeah it was so
Say that we’re so good
Isn’t it so
Tell me we’re so good
Isn’t it so?
Say that we’re so good
Isn’t it so
irie night baybeh..
chillin at d outpost
me and ghiamga madam ni negra ug cooliedread
bonding with HERBS..
me and ghia..picture galore
me,ghia and gracie..pa cute session..
ghia,me and gracie..pa shy effek!!
Feb 10 '07.. this was the tribute to Bob Marley event at the Outpost.. really had a great night that night coz i got to spend some great time with my friends and co-musicians..
bonding with HERBS..
me and ghia..picture galore
me,ghia and gracie..pa cute session..
ghia,me and gracie..pa shy effek!!Feb 10 '07.. this was the tribute to Bob Marley event at the Outpost.. really had a great night that night coz i got to spend some great time with my friends and co-musicians..
Monday, February 12, 2007
types of kisses
Butterfly Kiss - With your faces less than a breath away, open and close your eyelids against your partners. If done correctly, the fluttering sensation will match the one in your heart.
Cheek Kiss - A friendly, "I really like you" kiss. Often the preferred kissing method of a first date. With your hands on your partner's shoulders, gently brush your lips across her cheek.
Earlobe Kiss - Gently sip and suck the earlobe. Avoid louder sucking noises as ears are sensitized noise detectors.
Eskimo Kiss - With your faces less than a breath apart, gently rub your noses together.
Eye Kiss - Hold your partner's head with both hands and slowly move their head in the direction you wish your kiss to go... then slowly kiss up towards your partner's eyes and give them a tender kiss on top of their closed eyes.
Eyelid Kiss - While your partner is resting/sleeping with eyes closed, very very gently kiss the spot right below their browbone. A very intimate kiss.
Finger Kiss - While laying together gently suck on their fingers. This can be very seductive and pleasurable.
Foot Kiss - An erotic and romantic gesture. It may tickle, but relax and enjoy it! To give a toe kiss by gently suck the toes and then lightly kissing the foot. It helps to gently massage the base of the foot while performing the kiss.
Forehead Kiss - The "motherly" kiss or "just friends" kiss. The forehead kiss can be a comforting kiss to anyone. Simply brush your lips lightly across the crown of their head.
Freeze Kiss (or Melt Kiss) - Experiment with this fun kiss. Put a small piece of ice in your mouth, then open mouth and kiss your partner, passing them the ice with your tongue. It's an erotic and sensual french kiss with a twist of cold.
French Kiss - The kiss involving the tongue. Some call this the "Soul Kiss" because the life and soul are thought to pass through the mouth's breath in the exchange across tongues. Surprisingly, the French call this "The English Kiss".
Fruity Kiss - Take a small piece of fruit and place between your lips (juicy fruits such as grapes, strawberries, small pieces of pineapple or mango are ideal). Kiss your partner and nibble one half of the piece of fruit while they nibble the other until it breaks in half, allowing the juice to run into your mouths.
Hand Kiss - Gently raise her hand to your lips. Lightly brush your lips across the top of her hand. Historically this kiss was performed with a bow, which showed deference to a lady.
Hickey Kiss - The object is not to draw blood, but to gently leave a mark that will prove your interlude was not a dream. This is often included in erotic foreplay.
Hostage Kiss - Cover your lips with tape and get your love's attention. When they come near, make noises like you're trying to tell them something and motion as if you can't get the tape off. Once they remove the tape from you to hear what you're trying to say tell them: "I've been saving my lips all day just for you!" Then kiss your love passionately!
Hot and Cold Kiss - Lick your partner's lips so that they're warm, and then gently blow on them. The sudden cold blast makes for a sensual explosion, and they will often try it on you next, as well as get very passionate.
Mistletoe Kiss - Surprise your lover by capturing them with a gentle holiday kiss under the mistletoe. This is also a good method for shyer individuals to steal a kiss from a potential lover.
Letter Kiss - Send your lover a kiss in a love letter by writing the letter x several times in a row at the bottom of a letter such as XXXXX.
Lick Kiss - Just before kissing, gently run your tongue along you partners lip whether it be the top or bottom one depending on the position of your lips. Very sensual.
Lip Sucking Kiss - When kissing gently suck on their lower lip. This can be very exciting.
Neck Nibble Kiss - Gently nibble up and down your partners neck. End with a gentle kiss on the lips.
Nip Kiss - This kiss can create a very erotic sensation. While kissing your partner, ever so gently nibble on their lips. You must be very careful not to bite to hard or hurt your partner. When done correctly, this kiss ignites wonderful sensations.
Reverse Lips Kiss - It involves standing above your lover and kissing them from over their head. This way, each kisser can take the hyper-sensitive bottom lip of thier lover in their mouths, and GENTLY draw blood to the surface of the lip by nibbling and sucking. A very sensuous, connecting kiss.
Searching The Cavern - Use the lips and tongue to gently tickle and kiss your lover's navel. Vary speeds and stroke to change sensation. Invigorating and intoxicating.
Shoulder Kiss - Simply come from behind, embrace her, and kiss the top of her shoulder. This is a sensual, loving kiss.
Sip Kiss - Take a small sip of your favorite drink. Leaving a little bit of it on your lips, kiss your partner. It is a unique way to create a sensual feeling and your partner will enjoy it.
Talking Kiss - Whisper sweet nothings into your partner's mouth. If caught in the act, simply say as Chico Marx, "I wasn't kissing her. I was whispering into her mouth."
Teaser Kiss - Starting on the forehead, a sweet short kiss on lips, then move up the arms up to her hand, kiss her hand, then come back up her arm, to her face and then lightly kiss her lips till she wants a passionate kiss.
The Buzzing Kiss - Gently place your lips against your lover's neck , behind their ear. Now, send a shudder through their skin by gently growling and humming, vibrating your lips and cheeks as you do so. Move up and down the neck, over the bones of the face and lips. Stimulating and erotic when done correctly.
The Whipped Cream Kiss - Dip your finger into some cool whip or whipped cream of your choice. Lick it off slowly, then embrace your partner and kiss them deeply letting their tongue slip over yours for a wonderfully sweet kiss. It's very seductive and passionate.
Tiger Kiss - Quietly sneak up behind your partner making sure they do not know what you are going to do. Out of the blue, grab them and gently bite their neck. Make sure to get a few good growls in too. This will surely surprise them.
Trickle Kiss - Take a sip of a favourite drink and trickle it slowly into partner's mouth while kissing.
Tongue Sucking - A variation of the French kiss. During an open-mouth kiss gently suck on your partner's tongue (not too hard because it may hurt). Very sexy :-)
Quickie Kiss - When you're in a rush. Often the nose gets it rather than the lips.
Vacuum Kiss - While kissing open-mouthed, slightly suck in as if you were sucking the air from your partners mouth. This is a playful kiss.
Wake Up Kiss - Before your partner awakes lean over and kiss their cheek and move over giving soft kisses until you reach their lips. Definitely a more than pleasant way to wake up!
Cheek Kiss - A friendly, "I really like you" kiss. Often the preferred kissing method of a first date. With your hands on your partner's shoulders, gently brush your lips across her cheek.
Earlobe Kiss - Gently sip and suck the earlobe. Avoid louder sucking noises as ears are sensitized noise detectors.
Eskimo Kiss - With your faces less than a breath apart, gently rub your noses together.
Eye Kiss - Hold your partner's head with both hands and slowly move their head in the direction you wish your kiss to go... then slowly kiss up towards your partner's eyes and give them a tender kiss on top of their closed eyes.
Eyelid Kiss - While your partner is resting/sleeping with eyes closed, very very gently kiss the spot right below their browbone. A very intimate kiss.
Finger Kiss - While laying together gently suck on their fingers. This can be very seductive and pleasurable.
Foot Kiss - An erotic and romantic gesture. It may tickle, but relax and enjoy it! To give a toe kiss by gently suck the toes and then lightly kissing the foot. It helps to gently massage the base of the foot while performing the kiss.
Forehead Kiss - The "motherly" kiss or "just friends" kiss. The forehead kiss can be a comforting kiss to anyone. Simply brush your lips lightly across the crown of their head.
Freeze Kiss (or Melt Kiss) - Experiment with this fun kiss. Put a small piece of ice in your mouth, then open mouth and kiss your partner, passing them the ice with your tongue. It's an erotic and sensual french kiss with a twist of cold.
French Kiss - The kiss involving the tongue. Some call this the "Soul Kiss" because the life and soul are thought to pass through the mouth's breath in the exchange across tongues. Surprisingly, the French call this "The English Kiss".
Fruity Kiss - Take a small piece of fruit and place between your lips (juicy fruits such as grapes, strawberries, small pieces of pineapple or mango are ideal). Kiss your partner and nibble one half of the piece of fruit while they nibble the other until it breaks in half, allowing the juice to run into your mouths.
Hand Kiss - Gently raise her hand to your lips. Lightly brush your lips across the top of her hand. Historically this kiss was performed with a bow, which showed deference to a lady.
Hickey Kiss - The object is not to draw blood, but to gently leave a mark that will prove your interlude was not a dream. This is often included in erotic foreplay.
Hostage Kiss - Cover your lips with tape and get your love's attention. When they come near, make noises like you're trying to tell them something and motion as if you can't get the tape off. Once they remove the tape from you to hear what you're trying to say tell them: "I've been saving my lips all day just for you!" Then kiss your love passionately!
Hot and Cold Kiss - Lick your partner's lips so that they're warm, and then gently blow on them. The sudden cold blast makes for a sensual explosion, and they will often try it on you next, as well as get very passionate.
Mistletoe Kiss - Surprise your lover by capturing them with a gentle holiday kiss under the mistletoe. This is also a good method for shyer individuals to steal a kiss from a potential lover.
Letter Kiss - Send your lover a kiss in a love letter by writing the letter x several times in a row at the bottom of a letter such as XXXXX.
Lick Kiss - Just before kissing, gently run your tongue along you partners lip whether it be the top or bottom one depending on the position of your lips. Very sensual.
Lip Sucking Kiss - When kissing gently suck on their lower lip. This can be very exciting.
Neck Nibble Kiss - Gently nibble up and down your partners neck. End with a gentle kiss on the lips.
Nip Kiss - This kiss can create a very erotic sensation. While kissing your partner, ever so gently nibble on their lips. You must be very careful not to bite to hard or hurt your partner. When done correctly, this kiss ignites wonderful sensations.
Reverse Lips Kiss - It involves standing above your lover and kissing them from over their head. This way, each kisser can take the hyper-sensitive bottom lip of thier lover in their mouths, and GENTLY draw blood to the surface of the lip by nibbling and sucking. A very sensuous, connecting kiss.
Searching The Cavern - Use the lips and tongue to gently tickle and kiss your lover's navel. Vary speeds and stroke to change sensation. Invigorating and intoxicating.
Shoulder Kiss - Simply come from behind, embrace her, and kiss the top of her shoulder. This is a sensual, loving kiss.
Sip Kiss - Take a small sip of your favorite drink. Leaving a little bit of it on your lips, kiss your partner. It is a unique way to create a sensual feeling and your partner will enjoy it.
Talking Kiss - Whisper sweet nothings into your partner's mouth. If caught in the act, simply say as Chico Marx, "I wasn't kissing her. I was whispering into her mouth."
Teaser Kiss - Starting on the forehead, a sweet short kiss on lips, then move up the arms up to her hand, kiss her hand, then come back up her arm, to her face and then lightly kiss her lips till she wants a passionate kiss.
The Buzzing Kiss - Gently place your lips against your lover's neck , behind their ear. Now, send a shudder through their skin by gently growling and humming, vibrating your lips and cheeks as you do so. Move up and down the neck, over the bones of the face and lips. Stimulating and erotic when done correctly.
The Whipped Cream Kiss - Dip your finger into some cool whip or whipped cream of your choice. Lick it off slowly, then embrace your partner and kiss them deeply letting their tongue slip over yours for a wonderfully sweet kiss. It's very seductive and passionate.
Tiger Kiss - Quietly sneak up behind your partner making sure they do not know what you are going to do. Out of the blue, grab them and gently bite their neck. Make sure to get a few good growls in too. This will surely surprise them.
Trickle Kiss - Take a sip of a favourite drink and trickle it slowly into partner's mouth while kissing.
Tongue Sucking - A variation of the French kiss. During an open-mouth kiss gently suck on your partner's tongue (not too hard because it may hurt). Very sexy :-)
Quickie Kiss - When you're in a rush. Often the nose gets it rather than the lips.
Vacuum Kiss - While kissing open-mouthed, slightly suck in as if you were sucking the air from your partners mouth. This is a playful kiss.
Wake Up Kiss - Before your partner awakes lean over and kiss their cheek and move over giving soft kisses until you reach their lips. Definitely a more than pleasant way to wake up!
Romantic.Lyrics.com
soar high
i wish you were my eternal
Star so bright in the sky
Purple flower of mine
Wishes yet so forgotten
Harmony, yet so forgotten
Whisper silence as you cry
Dreams of hatred so divine
Dying is goddamn light
perpetual sadness..
Kill the laughter, kill all the joy
Tear all the walls down so that i can try
Time is running out like me
I will not live on
WHEN IS THE FEAST OF MY LIFE??
Sunday, February 11, 2007
still searchin'
hahai...jr. Gong...makabuang ka!!patya nalang ko Lord!!!nganung gipanganak paman ka oi..maka sakit ka sa pus-on!!hahahaha
my valentine
designed by: MArksorry but this doesnt work for me...hahahaha
hahai...3 days to go and hello cupid!!hit me with your arrow..ouch!!and i cant wait to spend this day with my special someone..i never ask anything expensive and galant.as long as im with ching and im having fun every single minute that im with him.its all that matters to me.
lingaw!
hai...salamat...nka connect najud ko sa internet..ganina rako sge connect pero pakshet mani ang globe broadband..nidungan ka yabag sa unlimited sa globe!yawa! naabtan tawun ko sa kalaay.nagdula nalang ko ug shrek 2.nya million times nman ko kalampus, nag dula napud ko solitaire.pu-ol napud mao gilaay ko..
gabii diay, niadto ko sm nagpailis sa akong $20. wa kaabot ug 1000 kay tag 48 naman diay ang convertion.mao to gikuha ko nila ching,andre ug katun amigo nya tga canada sa gawas sm kay adto mi UCLM kay tukar ang Pitch Melba, mao na ang bag-ong banda ni andre ug ni ching..bale side band na ni ching.tukar sila ngadto para sa college of law.hayahay kaau ang mga amaw kay naka 1000 dayun.human ngadto ni balhin napud mi outpost kay tukar nasad si ching para sa bambu spliff..hastang daghnang tao.tribute to bob marley mn ang event last night.then ang bands ni perform kay Queen Cities, Santing Scalawags, Bambu Spliff and Herbs. wa mn ko ganahi sa akong gikaun sa UC mao ni order ko ug fish taco na lami mn diay kaau.human niapas dayun sila andre and therest of the gang ngadto.
what i liked about last night kay ako jud nakit-an ang pag evolve sa banda ni ching, Bambu Spliff.. as in they never sounded so great like last night..lahi rajud sila.from roots to dancehall, karun reggae fused with blues and jazz. as in i salute polo for a great job well done..nice au ang pag arrange sa sequence and samutan pa ni sir magno of island joe..pyter au mu sax ang amaw..maka bugto ug bra ug panty. they sang 9 songs last night and most of them are compositions.di mn sa ingun na bias ko kay ako uyab drummer sa band.pero naka appreciate jud ko sa ilang music gabii.maski ang uban nka kita ug dungog nila last night maka ingun pareha sa ako. ang Herbs pud,pyter gabii but unfortunately wala si Jad kay na ospital si Carmen iya wife.
after the event, nag bonding dayun mi with herbs. sige lng mi kinatawanay..nagsturya diay mi ni genegong(vocalist sa herbs),..sheeettt..ang amaw..minyo na diay sila ni sweety..for 10 yrs at long last they decided to settle down najud..sturya parte sa mga isig usa ka banda namu...
mao to uli around 3am then tulog dayun..hahaha...last night was a fun night...i say...
hahai...3 days to go valentines nah!!waaaa....puno nasad mga motel!!ewwww.....
gabii diay, niadto ko sm nagpailis sa akong $20. wa kaabot ug 1000 kay tag 48 naman diay ang convertion.mao to gikuha ko nila ching,andre ug katun amigo nya tga canada sa gawas sm kay adto mi UCLM kay tukar ang Pitch Melba, mao na ang bag-ong banda ni andre ug ni ching..bale side band na ni ching.tukar sila ngadto para sa college of law.hayahay kaau ang mga amaw kay naka 1000 dayun.human ngadto ni balhin napud mi outpost kay tukar nasad si ching para sa bambu spliff..hastang daghnang tao.tribute to bob marley mn ang event last night.then ang bands ni perform kay Queen Cities, Santing Scalawags, Bambu Spliff and Herbs. wa mn ko ganahi sa akong gikaun sa UC mao ni order ko ug fish taco na lami mn diay kaau.human niapas dayun sila andre and therest of the gang ngadto.
what i liked about last night kay ako jud nakit-an ang pag evolve sa banda ni ching, Bambu Spliff.. as in they never sounded so great like last night..lahi rajud sila.from roots to dancehall, karun reggae fused with blues and jazz. as in i salute polo for a great job well done..nice au ang pag arrange sa sequence and samutan pa ni sir magno of island joe..pyter au mu sax ang amaw..maka bugto ug bra ug panty. they sang 9 songs last night and most of them are compositions.di mn sa ingun na bias ko kay ako uyab drummer sa band.pero naka appreciate jud ko sa ilang music gabii.maski ang uban nka kita ug dungog nila last night maka ingun pareha sa ako. ang Herbs pud,pyter gabii but unfortunately wala si Jad kay na ospital si Carmen iya wife.
after the event, nag bonding dayun mi with herbs. sige lng mi kinatawanay..nagsturya diay mi ni genegong(vocalist sa herbs),..sheeettt..ang amaw..minyo na diay sila ni sweety..for 10 yrs at long last they decided to settle down najud..sturya parte sa mga isig usa ka banda namu...
mao to uli around 3am then tulog dayun..hahaha...last night was a fun night...i say...
hahai...3 days to go valentines nah!!waaaa....puno nasad mga motel!!ewwww.....
Saturday, February 10, 2007
mr.trombone
if only God would whisper me your name...
all i want mister, is one heck of a clue..
just let me know whats your name?
how come..
why wont you damn tell me
but your smile say so..
that you are one hot guy..
so hope one day as we cross paths again
dont just smile on me..
and tell me your name
pls let me know...
coz i really dont know..
hahai..piti-a jud nimo oi..ambot..your smile just knocks me off my feet big time..sayang..can pls somebody tell me whats his name!!!!eeerrrr....sir magno??ka banda mn jud mo..pls sultii kuno ko kinsa ni..hahai again..
RESPECTED TALENTS!
SKUNKY MUGGLES
POWERSPOONZ
CDMC 
JUNIOR KILAT(sorry wa ko kita ug band pic nila si boduy rajud..hehe)
HERBS
POTENT BUSH
KADANGYAN
ISLAND JOE
CROWN ROYALE
ENCHI
BAMBU SPLIFF
HERBS
POTENT BUSH
KADANGYAN 
ISLAND JOE 
CROWN ROYALE 
ENCHI
BAMBU SPLIFFits a wrap!
today...was a full packed day!.i dont even know where to start!..ok2x..im gonna talk about everything of what happened yesterday(friday)..since its saturday nah..and i still dont have anything to talk about of today's series..
yeah3x..so i woke up 11am still and as always with my stoned bf beside me. but i was still feeling sleepy, i tried getting back to sleep as fast and deeply as i can but grrr the nerve..ching...can u stop bugging me!!gi samuk2 jud koz animal..so there, wala nalang ko nakatug ug balik.and of korz, gipukaw sd ko sa kagutom..huhuhu...so ching and i ate lunch together, with some fried egg and humba..yum yum yum..and one litre of coke..unsaun nalang ang pagpaniwang ug balik..huhuhu..after eating, we rested for a while kay both uf us were damn full..hihihi...then watched tv with his cousin.around 5pm, i went home and ching went to greggy;s place kay practice daw sila..kay gitawagan mn ko sa ako dad na my uncle terry invited us for dinner over at yayoy's grill near chong hua.so si franz, hastang murag nakalupad ug uli sa lapu2 kay manang...dollar jud ni kiver..haha..kay uncle terry came from the states. his an ex navy sa US Navy and grabeh ang millions..grrr..ka chuya!hopefully sya ang makahatag ug work nko sa hawaii nig larga namu hopefully this coming May. na punish pajud kay sa dihang pag abot nako sa balay, nilakaw na si papa..ka bullshit..pero niuli raman diay..abi nako imo nako byaan pader dear!haha..
so then we arrived at the place,kadaghan bang amenan oi..naa mn gud mga friends sa ako dad. sort of reunion and gathering ni nila mga player sa UV Lancers sa una ug nag work sa Coca Cola..hahai..shit..samut naguba akong diet..mao pa struggle nako run pagpadaot balik..blame it all to ching!!yawa ka brian ching...huhuhu..so there..nabuhong jud ko sa kaon...grabeh...mura mn ug kalibangaun ta ani oi..ug kung wala pa siguro ko mu stop ug inum, nagkamang na siguro ko pauli..hehe...gi pa jam siay pud ko kanta sa ako igsu na si tj..regular band mn sila ngadto.after three songs: tattoed on my mind, waiting in vain and officially missing you, wa nah...money making gyal!!$20 dayun..instant!!hahaha...
so i left the place after i sang...ni apas ko nila ching sa handuraw kay naa sila andre,gal ug baba ngadto kay wa mn sila nakadayun praktis sa talentfolio kay daghn pa kay banda..ng inum nalng sila..hoi..waa koy labot ha!!sila ra..mao to chill lang..namangka mn andre 2 sets na colt 45 kay way rh..nya taud2 nanulod mi handuraw kay naay concert for a cause ang UP then ang organizer kay x mn ni andre..ayeee..ayy..gilaay rapud ko..nya si andre nanghagad ug tapsilog libre napud nya..mao pud ampay ni ching so tara lets dayun ang drama..tawun dre..maluoy nka sa akong tiyan ug lawas...mao to siomai ra ako gi order..hihi..
sa dihang ng wait mi sa amung order naa bitaw na nagbinirahay nya pusil pajud calibre 38..giatol pajud sa mga praning na naay pulis tungod nila..ka yawa ra..nakaikyas ra pud sila.wa ka gukud ang mga pulis..mga dagko mn gud ug tiyan..hahaha..peace..mao to nangaun nalang mi kesa mg chismoso2 mi..haha..after kaun uli na dayun..
ug wala diay mi nag dulog ni ching run kay naa ko sa lapu2..naunsa na kaha tung amaw..hubog bya kay to..hahah...mingaw mn nuon koz negra...huhuhuh
yeah3x..so i woke up 11am still and as always with my stoned bf beside me. but i was still feeling sleepy, i tried getting back to sleep as fast and deeply as i can but grrr the nerve..ching...can u stop bugging me!!gi samuk2 jud koz animal..so there, wala nalang ko nakatug ug balik.and of korz, gipukaw sd ko sa kagutom..huhuhu...so ching and i ate lunch together, with some fried egg and humba..yum yum yum..and one litre of coke..unsaun nalang ang pagpaniwang ug balik..huhuhu..after eating, we rested for a while kay both uf us were damn full..hihihi...then watched tv with his cousin.around 5pm, i went home and ching went to greggy;s place kay practice daw sila..kay gitawagan mn ko sa ako dad na my uncle terry invited us for dinner over at yayoy's grill near chong hua.so si franz, hastang murag nakalupad ug uli sa lapu2 kay manang...dollar jud ni kiver..haha..kay uncle terry came from the states. his an ex navy sa US Navy and grabeh ang millions..grrr..ka chuya!hopefully sya ang makahatag ug work nko sa hawaii nig larga namu hopefully this coming May. na punish pajud kay sa dihang pag abot nako sa balay, nilakaw na si papa..ka bullshit..pero niuli raman diay..abi nako imo nako byaan pader dear!haha..
so then we arrived at the place,kadaghan bang amenan oi..naa mn gud mga friends sa ako dad. sort of reunion and gathering ni nila mga player sa UV Lancers sa una ug nag work sa Coca Cola..hahai..shit..samut naguba akong diet..mao pa struggle nako run pagpadaot balik..blame it all to ching!!yawa ka brian ching...huhuhu..so there..nabuhong jud ko sa kaon...grabeh...mura mn ug kalibangaun ta ani oi..ug kung wala pa siguro ko mu stop ug inum, nagkamang na siguro ko pauli..hehe...gi pa jam siay pud ko kanta sa ako igsu na si tj..regular band mn sila ngadto.after three songs: tattoed on my mind, waiting in vain and officially missing you, wa nah...money making gyal!!$20 dayun..instant!!hahaha...
so i left the place after i sang...ni apas ko nila ching sa handuraw kay naa sila andre,gal ug baba ngadto kay wa mn sila nakadayun praktis sa talentfolio kay daghn pa kay banda..ng inum nalng sila..hoi..waa koy labot ha!!sila ra..mao to chill lang..namangka mn andre 2 sets na colt 45 kay way rh..nya taud2 nanulod mi handuraw kay naay concert for a cause ang UP then ang organizer kay x mn ni andre..ayeee..ayy..gilaay rapud ko..nya si andre nanghagad ug tapsilog libre napud nya..mao pud ampay ni ching so tara lets dayun ang drama..tawun dre..maluoy nka sa akong tiyan ug lawas...mao to siomai ra ako gi order..hihi..
sa dihang ng wait mi sa amung order naa bitaw na nagbinirahay nya pusil pajud calibre 38..giatol pajud sa mga praning na naay pulis tungod nila..ka yawa ra..nakaikyas ra pud sila.wa ka gukud ang mga pulis..mga dagko mn gud ug tiyan..hahaha..peace..mao to nangaun nalang mi kesa mg chismoso2 mi..haha..after kaun uli na dayun..
ug wala diay mi nag dulog ni ching run kay naa ko sa lapu2..naunsa na kaha tung amaw..hubog bya kay to..hahah...mingaw mn nuon koz negra...huhuhuh
as we celebrate ya birthday papa!
Robert Nesta Marley was born on 6 February, 1945 into the poor Jamaican country area of Nine Miles, St Ann's Parish.
"I love the development of our music, that's what I really dig about the whole thing. How we've tried to develop, y'know? It grows. That's why every day people come forward with new songs. Music goes on forever."
Thursday, February 08, 2007
Free
I wish I knew how it would feel to be free
I wish I could break all the chains holding me
I wish I could say all the things that I should say Say 'em loud,
say 'em clearFor the whole wide world to hear
I wish I could share all the love that's in my heart
Remove all the bars that keep us apart
And I wish you could know how it feels to be me
Then you'd see and agree
That every man should be free
I wish I could be like a bird in the sky
How sweet it would be if I found I could fly
Well I'd soar to the sun and look down at the sea
And I'd sing 'cos I'd know how it feels to be free
I wish I knew how it would feel to be free
I wish I could break all the chains holding me
And I wish I could say all the things that I wanna say
Say 'em loud, say 'em clear
For the whole wide world to hear
One love
One blood
One life
You got to do what you should
One life
With each other
Sisters
Brothers
One life
But we're not the same
We get to carry each other
Carry each other
I wish I knew how it would feel to be free
I wish I knew how it would feel to be free
pre bob day '07
last night was a total blast.. it was pre bob day fest and was celebrated by reggae enthusiasts at club vudu.
pre bob day fest is like a post even for the preparation of the upcoming Bob Marley Day which will be this March 24th. this year there will be two pre bob fests happening and last night was the first kick out of the said event.
there were 6 bands who performed last night..
*Raskafarian
*P420
*Pitch Melba
*Island Joe
*Jr Kilat
*Herbs
but the most anticipated band of the night was the reunion of one of the foundation of local reggae industry and i say the "the Father of Reggae in Cebu", HERBS. they were the high light and the main band of the night and i just couldnt get enough of their performance. Herbs is like one of my ideal and most respected band here in Cebu and last night, i saw them in front of me, hello..am i just dreaming or what!you could really see the people having fun and how they miss the band.yes its been like 3 yrs since they went separate ways. but last nighyt it was there get together and they still are rockin high.
next pre bob day, ive got to check it out.you guys out there too must do check it out..
bands performing:
*Potent Bush
* Skankinbrews( ahemm..hehe)
* NPA
*Toysouljah
and many more..
location: the outpost
the show ended and it was time for us to go home. and i felt so hungry..huhuhu
pre bob day fest is like a post even for the preparation of the upcoming Bob Marley Day which will be this March 24th. this year there will be two pre bob fests happening and last night was the first kick out of the said event.
there were 6 bands who performed last night..
*Raskafarian
*P420
*Pitch Melba
*Island Joe
*Jr Kilat
*Herbs
but the most anticipated band of the night was the reunion of one of the foundation of local reggae industry and i say the "the Father of Reggae in Cebu", HERBS. they were the high light and the main band of the night and i just couldnt get enough of their performance. Herbs is like one of my ideal and most respected band here in Cebu and last night, i saw them in front of me, hello..am i just dreaming or what!you could really see the people having fun and how they miss the band.yes its been like 3 yrs since they went separate ways. but last nighyt it was there get together and they still are rockin high.
next pre bob day, ive got to check it out.you guys out there too must do check it out..
bands performing:
*Potent Bush
* Skankinbrews( ahemm..hehe)
* NPA
*Toysouljah
and many more..
location: the outpost
the show ended and it was time for us to go home. and i felt so hungry..huhuhu
missing times
i have been busy with life thats why i havent written in a while. but now that im free and i feel like dropping a line, why not.
i miss home. our own fancy lil house in lapu2x.where i am actually sitting down right now. yeah its been so long since the last time i went home and slept here even just for a night. ive been sleeping and staying over at ching's place for almost a month and goes home if i just feel like i wanted to. my dad always knew and with his permission that i wanted to sleep over at ching's place. i always have a great time whenever im with ching's family.maybe because i never got the chance to have some quality time with my own family here in our house coz my dad's always away and my mom is far from us. the time that i greatly spend with ching's family is much aprreciated than i spend it with my family. its a blissful moment for me coz i just feel like i already belong in their family which is basically true. im feeling more comfortable right now hanging out and talking to ching's grand ma. im closer to mazen(ching's cousin), and i get to play more with andre(lil cuz of ching) etc.
but i have to admit that i also miss my brothers and my dad.coz we also do these things here at home before.but now, i really find it so difficult to open up and talk to my dad since his always away. but i understand what his going thru is for the sake of our family and living.
i just couldnt find a way for me to be able to reach my family's hand again.. and i wonder why!
i miss home. our own fancy lil house in lapu2x.where i am actually sitting down right now. yeah its been so long since the last time i went home and slept here even just for a night. ive been sleeping and staying over at ching's place for almost a month and goes home if i just feel like i wanted to. my dad always knew and with his permission that i wanted to sleep over at ching's place. i always have a great time whenever im with ching's family.maybe because i never got the chance to have some quality time with my own family here in our house coz my dad's always away and my mom is far from us. the time that i greatly spend with ching's family is much aprreciated than i spend it with my family. its a blissful moment for me coz i just feel like i already belong in their family which is basically true. im feeling more comfortable right now hanging out and talking to ching's grand ma. im closer to mazen(ching's cousin), and i get to play more with andre(lil cuz of ching) etc.
but i have to admit that i also miss my brothers and my dad.coz we also do these things here at home before.but now, i really find it so difficult to open up and talk to my dad since his always away. but i understand what his going thru is for the sake of our family and living.
i just couldnt find a way for me to be able to reach my family's hand again.. and i wonder why!
Thursday, February 01, 2007
Wednesday, January 31, 2007
one week of living..
jan 26
i went over to ching's place and helped everyone prepare for the barangay's fiesta the next day. assisted mama eting in cooking the food, washed the plates and all the utensils that shall be needed in the said occasion.i was all wrapped out and tired.but what matters most was that i had a lot of fun doing it.. after helping mama eting over the kitchen, i watched the basketball league in their barangay.and i enjoyed watching the game as you see two teams competing.it was also entertaining..players bang each other just to steal, rebound,and shoot the ball to earn some damn points.and i also got wasted. no more beer .hello emperador..hahaha..
jan 27
FIESTA SA SINDULAN...
i woke up around 10am. alyssa(ching's cousin) asked me if i could accompany her to sm coz her mom wants her to buy something for her macarons.so i went with her to sm and bought everything what tita fe told us to buy..we were just strolling around sm and bought some blank cd's and went home afterwards.
after i ate lunch, i then made some devil's egg and fruit salad..it was all up to me..and it was my turn to give my best shot in cooking..damn.frustrarion is all over me coz i get to work with one of the best cook's in town.."mama eting".hahaha...
then after doing everything that was given as a task to me, i gave myself some time to rest.
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.........sleep franz..and dream!!
and the night is up..eating time.....and yes...i was damn full.........
menu:
* embutido
*bam-i
*devil's egg
*chopseuy
*sweet and sour pork
*caldereta
*afritada
*lechon baboy
*fried chicken
*honey chicken
*fresh lumpia
*humba
*fruit salad
*macaroni salad
*macarons
*some beverages
yum yum yum............
there were a lot of visitors most of them were tito eric and tita fe's friends and co workers. there were big personalities also like the congressman of cebu and councilors too..and i had a lot of emperador that night..so no need to worry on the food that i ate..hehehe
jan 28
9th monthsary..continuation of the fiesta..ching and i fought over some petty issues...petty??for him it is but for me..it aint stupid....
jan 29
still didnt have the feeling of going home yet.
i stayed at ching's place for almost 5 days. and just went home to get some clothes and money and went back again to mabolo.it was ching's basketball game and they lose over the violet team.it was a great game though. but still his a loser..after their game, me,mazeen ,el2x and jick2 played basketball..and damn..i was sweating so heavy but i had so much fun.after playing, mazeen took us out for a treat at the tapsilogan express near their place..and went home and slept.
jan 30
my damn cough's killing me making me miss our band's recording session. ching went out to attend two band practices and one recording session with our band.i was chillin at mama eting's room with mazeen..talking and talking about some interesting stuffs about each other and his dream..wahahahaha...what a whacko...hahaha...watched his basketball game...and what the fuck!his a total loser..half shot ra intawun..leaving him so frustrated.. and late at night, we watched the movie "a knight's tale".foodtrip dayun..ian bought three foot long sandwich at big mac. and slept after we finish the movie..
jan 31
i went home around 3pm to get some clothes and 5 pm today, continuation of my band's recording session...
i went over to ching's place and helped everyone prepare for the barangay's fiesta the next day. assisted mama eting in cooking the food, washed the plates and all the utensils that shall be needed in the said occasion.i was all wrapped out and tired.but what matters most was that i had a lot of fun doing it.. after helping mama eting over the kitchen, i watched the basketball league in their barangay.and i enjoyed watching the game as you see two teams competing.it was also entertaining..players bang each other just to steal, rebound,and shoot the ball to earn some damn points.and i also got wasted. no more beer .hello emperador..hahaha..
jan 27
FIESTA SA SINDULAN...
i woke up around 10am. alyssa(ching's cousin) asked me if i could accompany her to sm coz her mom wants her to buy something for her macarons.so i went with her to sm and bought everything what tita fe told us to buy..we were just strolling around sm and bought some blank cd's and went home afterwards.
after i ate lunch, i then made some devil's egg and fruit salad..it was all up to me..and it was my turn to give my best shot in cooking..damn.frustrarion is all over me coz i get to work with one of the best cook's in town.."mama eting".hahaha...
then after doing everything that was given as a task to me, i gave myself some time to rest.
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.........sleep franz..and dream!!
and the night is up..eating time.....and yes...i was damn full.........
menu:
* embutido
*bam-i
*devil's egg
*chopseuy
*sweet and sour pork
*caldereta
*afritada
*lechon baboy
*fried chicken
*honey chicken
*fresh lumpia
*humba
*fruit salad
*macaroni salad
*macarons
*some beverages
yum yum yum............
there were a lot of visitors most of them were tito eric and tita fe's friends and co workers. there were big personalities also like the congressman of cebu and councilors too..and i had a lot of emperador that night..so no need to worry on the food that i ate..hehehe
jan 28
9th monthsary..continuation of the fiesta..ching and i fought over some petty issues...petty??for him it is but for me..it aint stupid....
jan 29
still didnt have the feeling of going home yet.
i stayed at ching's place for almost 5 days. and just went home to get some clothes and money and went back again to mabolo.it was ching's basketball game and they lose over the violet team.it was a great game though. but still his a loser..after their game, me,mazeen ,el2x and jick2 played basketball..and damn..i was sweating so heavy but i had so much fun.after playing, mazeen took us out for a treat at the tapsilogan express near their place..and went home and slept.
jan 30
my damn cough's killing me making me miss our band's recording session. ching went out to attend two band practices and one recording session with our band.i was chillin at mama eting's room with mazeen..talking and talking about some interesting stuffs about each other and his dream..wahahahaha...what a whacko...hahaha...watched his basketball game...and what the fuck!his a total loser..half shot ra intawun..leaving him so frustrated.. and late at night, we watched the movie "a knight's tale".foodtrip dayun..ian bought three foot long sandwich at big mac. and slept after we finish the movie..
jan 31
i went home around 3pm to get some clothes and 5 pm today, continuation of my band's recording session...
Monday, January 29, 2007
kiss from a rose
There used to be a greying tower all alone on the sea
You became the light on the dark side of me
Love remains a drug gets me high, that's how I feel
Did you know that when it snows my eyes become enlarged
And the light that you shine can be seen
Baby, I compare you to a kiss from a rose on the grey
The more I get of you, the stranger it feels, yeah
Now that your rose is in bloom, a light hits the gloom on the grey
There is so much a man can tell you, so much he can say
You remain my power, my pleasure, my pain, baby
To me you're like a growing addiction that I can't deny
Won't you tell me is that healthy, babe?
But did you know that when it snows, my eyes become enlarged
And the light that you shine can be seen
Baby, I compare you to a kiss from a rose on the grey
The more I get of you, the stranger it feels, yeah
Now that your rose is in bloom, a light hits the gloom on the grey
I've been kissed by a rose on the grey, I've been kissed by a rose
I've been kissed by a rose on the grey (If I should fall...)
There is so much a man can tell you, so much he can say
You remain my power, my pleasure, my pain
To me you're like a growing addiction that I can't deny
Won't you tell me is that healthy, babe
But did you know, that when it snows, my eyes become enlarged
And the light that you shine can be seen
Baby, I compare you to a kiss from a rose on the grey
The more I get of you, the stranger it feels, yeah
Now that your rose is in bloom, a light hits the gloom on the grey
You became the light on the dark side of me
Love remains a drug gets me high, that's how I feel
Did you know that when it snows my eyes become enlarged
And the light that you shine can be seen
Baby, I compare you to a kiss from a rose on the grey
The more I get of you, the stranger it feels, yeah
Now that your rose is in bloom, a light hits the gloom on the grey
There is so much a man can tell you, so much he can say
You remain my power, my pleasure, my pain, baby
To me you're like a growing addiction that I can't deny
Won't you tell me is that healthy, babe?
But did you know that when it snows, my eyes become enlarged
And the light that you shine can be seen
Baby, I compare you to a kiss from a rose on the grey
The more I get of you, the stranger it feels, yeah
Now that your rose is in bloom, a light hits the gloom on the grey
I've been kissed by a rose on the grey, I've been kissed by a rose
I've been kissed by a rose on the grey (If I should fall...)
There is so much a man can tell you, so much he can say
You remain my power, my pleasure, my pain
To me you're like a growing addiction that I can't deny
Won't you tell me is that healthy, babe
But did you know, that when it snows, my eyes become enlarged
And the light that you shine can be seen
Baby, I compare you to a kiss from a rose on the grey
The more I get of you, the stranger it feels, yeah
Now that your rose is in bloom, a light hits the gloom on the grey
Thursday, January 25, 2007
thank you...
a lot of unknown and anonymous people who came over and visited my blog gave such negative comments on my latest entries.. and heres my shout outs for you;
no1.
upon writing this blog, i know exactly what to already write...it has all been within my thoughts and what im trying to do is to only express everything whats on my mind..and i think i have the right to do so because i am entitled to..
no 2.
i aint insecure within these people that i subjected as my blind item.. i have my civil rights and if you were on my place i think you'd do the same especially when you know who and what these people are doing...
no 3.
i aint a poser..maybe you are... i dont pretend to be someone who im actually not.. ..tell me what you think--and you may just as well be frank..if i hate you,i tell you straight..thats my game...i never pretend to like someone as to be my friend or companion even if i know that i dont feel like being with you in the first place...
no 4.
if you hate me, thank you so much..i appreciate your words of encouragement??hahah...thats makes me even more strong..i always take this comments as a challenge. it teaches me how to be more accented, potent, firm, solid and unassailable..
no 5.
lastly, i love my life..life is beautiful.dont you think...
no1.
upon writing this blog, i know exactly what to already write...it has all been within my thoughts and what im trying to do is to only express everything whats on my mind..and i think i have the right to do so because i am entitled to..
no 2.
i aint insecure within these people that i subjected as my blind item.. i have my civil rights and if you were on my place i think you'd do the same especially when you know who and what these people are doing...
no 3.
i aint a poser..maybe you are... i dont pretend to be someone who im actually not.. ..tell me what you think--and you may just as well be frank..if i hate you,i tell you straight..thats my game...i never pretend to like someone as to be my friend or companion even if i know that i dont feel like being with you in the first place...
no 4.
if you hate me, thank you so much..i appreciate your words of encouragement??hahah...thats makes me even more strong..i always take this comments as a challenge. it teaches me how to be more accented, potent, firm, solid and unassailable..
no 5.
lastly, i love my life..life is beautiful.dont you think...
Tuesday, January 23, 2007
why i do these things...
Earlier I was talking to my friend.
And at the end of our conversation I wondered why we do the things we do, why I do the things I do. No matter how useless, no matter how stupid, no matter how totally self-destructive they sometimes are. I still do them.
In her case, she finds her situation perfectly fine so I let her be. But often times, in my case, I am NOT perfectly fine with some of my utterly annoying habits. I still overanalyze until it hurts, I still insist on doing things "my way" such as cramming, and staying up late at night, and downing way toooo much coffee. I know, it's unhealthy. But I do it still. Just like when people smoke even though they believe it's bad for them. Same thing.
So yeah, why DO I do the things I do, here are some of my hypotheses:
.I tend to think and analyze too much to the point that every minute detail is mercilessly dissected.It gives me a headache but I do it because it makes me feel I have control over things. It makes me feel that I understand the situation and the way things are. It makes me anticipate and prepare for what's to happen next.
.I am stubborn. It's not that it was a determined choice. It's the way I am because it makes me feel that I, again, have control. Maybe also because of this thing called Pride. Damn pride.
.I binge. I binge on food. I shop impulsively. And that's where I lack control. I do it because it is in these moments that I feel free and uninhibited. That I can let go for even just a bit.
.And lastly, why do I keep myself restricted to my comfort zone? Why do still insist on things that aren't meant for me, insisting on people who'll disappoint me? Why can't I let down my guard?Why can't I have more faith in me? And the answer to these questions continue to make my headache and ask why we have to be sooo complicated.Why do we have to make promises to others and to ourselves? Why is there always this spot of gray?
So here I am again, doing the things I do because maybe in doing them, I get to keep my sanity. Don't you think? hehehe...
And at the end of our conversation I wondered why we do the things we do, why I do the things I do. No matter how useless, no matter how stupid, no matter how totally self-destructive they sometimes are. I still do them.
In her case, she finds her situation perfectly fine so I let her be. But often times, in my case, I am NOT perfectly fine with some of my utterly annoying habits. I still overanalyze until it hurts, I still insist on doing things "my way" such as cramming, and staying up late at night, and downing way toooo much coffee. I know, it's unhealthy. But I do it still. Just like when people smoke even though they believe it's bad for them. Same thing.
So yeah, why DO I do the things I do, here are some of my hypotheses:
.I tend to think and analyze too much to the point that every minute detail is mercilessly dissected.It gives me a headache but I do it because it makes me feel I have control over things. It makes me feel that I understand the situation and the way things are. It makes me anticipate and prepare for what's to happen next.
.I am stubborn. It's not that it was a determined choice. It's the way I am because it makes me feel that I, again, have control. Maybe also because of this thing called Pride. Damn pride.
.I binge. I binge on food. I shop impulsively. And that's where I lack control. I do it because it is in these moments that I feel free and uninhibited. That I can let go for even just a bit.
.And lastly, why do I keep myself restricted to my comfort zone? Why do still insist on things that aren't meant for me, insisting on people who'll disappoint me? Why can't I let down my guard?Why can't I have more faith in me? And the answer to these questions continue to make my headache and ask why we have to be sooo complicated.Why do we have to make promises to others and to ourselves? Why is there always this spot of gray?
So here I am again, doing the things I do because maybe in doing them, I get to keep my sanity. Don't you think? hehehe...
blind item # 2
subject: natty "DAW" dreadz...
naa koy kaila na dreads na banda sd na feeling niya rockstar na sya sa iya gibuhat.reggae star lagi sya pero pwera gaba mu tira mn diay ni ug RnB ang iyang banda..iya jud gi pangusgan na reggae jud sila pero naa bay reggae na mutukar ug crazy in love ug uban pa na pang show band ang act!?!gi hugaw hugawan lng nimo ang ka holy sa reggae tol..pa dreads dreads ka then wa kay angay..nya hanbugero pajud kaayu kay lagi sikat daw sila sa iya lugar..naay one time gi invite pa nya amu banda ug banda sa ako uyab na mutukar sa ila place pero taman ra diay to sturya...nah 10k pa daw ang budget then sa beach daw mutukar then kung muadto mi sa ila kay sya bahala...kusug kaayu mulibre taman sa sturya!!!!!!!!!daghan sturya pero walay BUHAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
clue:
1. reggae star nga peke
2. dreadz na way ka essence2x
3. may ra musaad..pero puros atik ang sturya
4. kusug au mgpa expect ug tao
5. hambugero
6. feeling sikat
7. kusug mangilad maski sa iyang mga migo
hoi dong...yaw na pangatik,pangilad kay naka pasakit naka ug tao....way sukod ang balos...................paputli na imong dreadz kay wa kay angay...HAMTON!!!!
naa koy kaila na dreads na banda sd na feeling niya rockstar na sya sa iya gibuhat.reggae star lagi sya pero pwera gaba mu tira mn diay ni ug RnB ang iyang banda..iya jud gi pangusgan na reggae jud sila pero naa bay reggae na mutukar ug crazy in love ug uban pa na pang show band ang act!?!gi hugaw hugawan lng nimo ang ka holy sa reggae tol..pa dreads dreads ka then wa kay angay..nya hanbugero pajud kaayu kay lagi sikat daw sila sa iya lugar..naay one time gi invite pa nya amu banda ug banda sa ako uyab na mutukar sa ila place pero taman ra diay to sturya...nah 10k pa daw ang budget then sa beach daw mutukar then kung muadto mi sa ila kay sya bahala...kusug kaayu mulibre taman sa sturya!!!!!!!!!daghan sturya pero walay BUHAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
clue:
1. reggae star nga peke
2. dreadz na way ka essence2x
3. may ra musaad..pero puros atik ang sturya
4. kusug au mgpa expect ug tao
5. hambugero
6. feeling sikat
7. kusug mangilad maski sa iyang mga migo
hoi dong...yaw na pangatik,pangilad kay naka pasakit naka ug tao....way sukod ang balos...................paputli na imong dreadz kay wa kay angay...HAMTON!!!!
Monday, January 22, 2007
sinulog '07
sinulog '07............
WAY KWENTA....WAY LAMI...................................................
as in way ayo jud akong sinulog..gawas sa gidugo ko ug sakit akong pus-on....way ayo ang mga ayo sa sugbo...wa ko muinum,wa ko smu smoke,wa mutan-aw ug concerts...ga sge ra tawun mi lakaw2x...nag away pajud mi ni ching kay nag una ang kanahan sa mango nya ang sabot namu kay 6pm mi sa ayala mgkita kay mag tan-aw mi fireworks display...dugay ayo mi nahuman ug lalis...gisaaappooooooootttttttttttttttt jud ko sa tanan...
ngkita mi ni andre sa raintree adto mi boss grill..sa dihang ng inum sila ching ug andre, naay nitukar na banda na pwera saway MGA WAY ANGAY!!!!!!!!wa sa tono ang mga instrumento samut na wa sa tono ilang vocalist....leche samut akong sapot...kuyawa lagi..naa pman sd fans ang mga animal....kami nakay adtuon sa stage ug ingnun na i"hoi inyu mga instrumento yabag,pangkanaog mo"hahahaha...btaw pgtsur oi...hahahaha...
nagsabot2 mi sa ni andre na mgbuhat mi ug event ngadto sa boss grill inig valentines day...love reggae...amu giplanohan nga banda patukarun kay pitch melvah, bambu spliff,skankinbrews,skunky muggles og pinaka paborito nako sa tanan..CROWN ROYALE....waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..........hay..speaking of crown royale nitukar sila sa handuraw last saturday ug sa dihang ni kaging jud ko sa kanindot sa ilang mga kanta ug ang blending sa ila duha ka vocalist..yawa................nmao ra jud to ako giadto sa handuraw...hahai..mabuang ko....
ug sa pagpa dayun...sayo kay mi niuli ni ching ganina kadlawun..last pit stop namu kay sa bandorama mango grill..wa mn sad ayo ngadto mao nanguli nalang jud mi...ni text btaw na si vader...ingun naa sila sa imagine kuyug ni rusty(x ni ching)...akong kapungot nisaka..shit....mao to trippin2 mi duha ching..lakaw2 mi ngita ug bar na hubo2..hahaha..lagi..kay wa pajud ko kasud anang mga lugra ug curious kay ko unsay mga gingbuhatun ana nila..hahaha..pero wa mi ni dayun kay pagsud palang nko,kasukaun nako sa akong nakit-an..hahaha...
nanguli mi almost 2am then tulog diretso..ako dugo ga sirit2x gihapon ug ako pus-on grabe ka high sa kasakit...leche.....nakamata ko 12nn na..then gihatod nako si lysa(cousin ni ching)sa sm kay birthday mn nya..karun hapon ako napud tung kwaun kay akoy gibinlan sa inahan ato..niuli lng ko drio sa amu pra mukuha ug kwrta kay nahubas ako pitaka..ahahaha..hahai...chika kay sah....
WAY KWENTA....WAY LAMI...................................................
as in way ayo jud akong sinulog..gawas sa gidugo ko ug sakit akong pus-on....way ayo ang mga ayo sa sugbo...wa ko muinum,wa ko smu smoke,wa mutan-aw ug concerts...ga sge ra tawun mi lakaw2x...nag away pajud mi ni ching kay nag una ang kanahan sa mango nya ang sabot namu kay 6pm mi sa ayala mgkita kay mag tan-aw mi fireworks display...dugay ayo mi nahuman ug lalis...gisaaappooooooootttttttttttttttt jud ko sa tanan...
ngkita mi ni andre sa raintree adto mi boss grill..sa dihang ng inum sila ching ug andre, naay nitukar na banda na pwera saway MGA WAY ANGAY!!!!!!!!wa sa tono ang mga instrumento samut na wa sa tono ilang vocalist....leche samut akong sapot...kuyawa lagi..naa pman sd fans ang mga animal....kami nakay adtuon sa stage ug ingnun na i"hoi inyu mga instrumento yabag,pangkanaog mo"hahahaha...btaw pgtsur oi...hahahaha...
nagsabot2 mi sa ni andre na mgbuhat mi ug event ngadto sa boss grill inig valentines day...love reggae...amu giplanohan nga banda patukarun kay pitch melvah, bambu spliff,skankinbrews,skunky muggles og pinaka paborito nako sa tanan..CROWN ROYALE....waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..........hay..speaking of crown royale nitukar sila sa handuraw last saturday ug sa dihang ni kaging jud ko sa kanindot sa ilang mga kanta ug ang blending sa ila duha ka vocalist..yawa................nmao ra jud to ako giadto sa handuraw...hahai..mabuang ko....
ug sa pagpa dayun...sayo kay mi niuli ni ching ganina kadlawun..last pit stop namu kay sa bandorama mango grill..wa mn sad ayo ngadto mao nanguli nalang jud mi...ni text btaw na si vader...ingun naa sila sa imagine kuyug ni rusty(x ni ching)...akong kapungot nisaka..shit....mao to trippin2 mi duha ching..lakaw2 mi ngita ug bar na hubo2..hahaha..lagi..kay wa pajud ko kasud anang mga lugra ug curious kay ko unsay mga gingbuhatun ana nila..hahaha..pero wa mi ni dayun kay pagsud palang nko,kasukaun nako sa akong nakit-an..hahaha...
nanguli mi almost 2am then tulog diretso..ako dugo ga sirit2x gihapon ug ako pus-on grabe ka high sa kasakit...leche.....nakamata ko 12nn na..then gihatod nako si lysa(cousin ni ching)sa sm kay birthday mn nya..karun hapon ako napud tung kwaun kay akoy gibinlan sa inahan ato..niuli lng ko drio sa amu pra mukuha ug kwrta kay nahubas ako pitaka..ahahaha..hahai...chika kay sah....
blind item # 1
i have this friend...mmm.i treated him as a friend"before"..but now...sign of respect nalang ako pagtagad sa iya..his a guy and i thought he was a great friend..but the nerve...user sya ug tao...our friendship was ok at first pero eventually, nakakita nako sa tinuod color nya...and yes it shocked me kay i did not expect that his a user..i heard stories about him from our common friends..and they told me na ing ana jud daw na sya ug kinaiya..naa ra nimo kung musakay ka or magpadala sad...
maayo kay sya kung nag atubang nako...and wala sya kabalo ako ra sya gisakyan sa pagkangalan na respeto-ay ang show...pero inig talikud nako basa diay ni sya ug ba-ba sa tanan basa ug ba-ba..kay naa syay friend na kontra sd kay nako na kung unsa iya mahibaw-an nako kay iya dayun ipanabi sa iyang friend na animal.mao ako hugaw pako daan sa iyang amiga,mas nahugawan ko ug samut pero okay ra..madala ra ug smile.
clue:
1. kung naa kay kwarta,palayo aning bataa.
2. yaw padala sa iyang mga atik kay kusug jud ni mangatik.
3. kusug manaot ug tao samut kung nagtalikud naka.
4. baga ug naong kay kung mangutang, maabtan pa ug 100 yrs usa mubayad.
5. plastic nag tao.
6. lice everywhere busa mga kaigsuonan palayo mo kung di mu gusto matakdan.
feeling nya sikat nakay sya...
i think that would be it..and its for you to find out who this friend of mine is...
maayo kay sya kung nag atubang nako...and wala sya kabalo ako ra sya gisakyan sa pagkangalan na respeto-ay ang show...pero inig talikud nako basa diay ni sya ug ba-ba sa tanan basa ug ba-ba..kay naa syay friend na kontra sd kay nako na kung unsa iya mahibaw-an nako kay iya dayun ipanabi sa iyang friend na animal.mao ako hugaw pako daan sa iyang amiga,mas nahugawan ko ug samut pero okay ra..madala ra ug smile.
clue:
1. kung naa kay kwarta,palayo aning bataa.
2. yaw padala sa iyang mga atik kay kusug jud ni mangatik.
3. kusug manaot ug tao samut kung nagtalikud naka.
4. baga ug naong kay kung mangutang, maabtan pa ug 100 yrs usa mubayad.
5. plastic nag tao.
6. lice everywhere busa mga kaigsuonan palayo mo kung di mu gusto matakdan.
feeling nya sikat nakay sya...
i think that would be it..and its for you to find out who this friend of mine is...
Saturday, January 20, 2007
staying alive...
I want to share with you something about losing someone i loved before...that i deeply learned since the day i realized that his totally gone and he wasnt just the right one for me whom i thought he was in the first place...
Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they
were meant to be there...to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson
or help figure out who you are or who you want to become. you never know who these people may be but you lock eyes with them, and you know that very moment that they will affect your life in some profound way.
These people might only be with you for a short period of time, but they serve a purpose. And when that purpose is done, they fly away from our lives, suddenly, painfuly, slowly or gradually. Some stay.Whoever they may be, remember them. Remember what they were to you. Remember the lesson learned, the happiness and love , the tears and pain.
Sometimes things happen to you at the time that may seem horrible,
painful and unfair, but in reflection you realize that without overcoming
those obstacles you would never realize your potential, strength, will power or endurance.Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means
of luck. Illness, love, lost moments of true greatness and sheer stupidity all
occur to test limits of your soul.
Without these small tests, life would be like a smoothly paved,
straight, flat road to nowhere safe and comfortable but dull and utterly
pointless.The people you meet affect your life.
The successes and downfalls that you experience can create who you are, and the bad experiences can be learned from. In fact they are probably the most poignant and important ones.
Think of the good memories.
Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they
were meant to be there...to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson
or help figure out who you are or who you want to become. you never know who these people may be but you lock eyes with them, and you know that very moment that they will affect your life in some profound way.
These people might only be with you for a short period of time, but they serve a purpose. And when that purpose is done, they fly away from our lives, suddenly, painfuly, slowly or gradually. Some stay.Whoever they may be, remember them. Remember what they were to you. Remember the lesson learned, the happiness and love , the tears and pain.
Sometimes things happen to you at the time that may seem horrible,
painful and unfair, but in reflection you realize that without overcoming
those obstacles you would never realize your potential, strength, will power or endurance.Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means
of luck. Illness, love, lost moments of true greatness and sheer stupidity all
occur to test limits of your soul.
Without these small tests, life would be like a smoothly paved,
straight, flat road to nowhere safe and comfortable but dull and utterly
pointless.The people you meet affect your life.
The successes and downfalls that you experience can create who you are, and the bad experiences can be learned from. In fact they are probably the most poignant and important ones.
Think of the good memories.
Thursday, January 18, 2007
tell me..who's afraid now?!?!
Please...we know misery loves company but...yu on your own with that mess.
Big ups to all the wonderful people reading this who know they are wonderful. Ain't a damn thing wrong with proclaiming the truth.
I know...y'all saying...'a who piss off franz again?'
Actually...no one did this time...as I refuse to let sad, pitiful, sorry folks get the better of me. The more foolishness they send my way...the sweeter my blogs get. I loveeeeeeeee to write...thanks for the topics.
Times gone by...getting a message that said I was a stupid insecure bitch would have had me steaming...now I say...thanks for the attention.
Life is one big road with a lot of signs yow. Yu betta believe that.
I have learnt from a few good friends on here...y'all know who you are...to never take anything personal.
Y'all are so wise. It really isn't about me...it's about them. Someone told me that when someone acts negatively towards me, it's not a reflection on me...it's them. Their unhappy little insecuties coming to the surface. It might look like they lashing out because of me, but now I was made to see that they lashing out because of what they see in themselves. Oh happy day when I realized this to be true.
I am a happy person and a loving person...I like to make people happy...I like to be around happy positive people. Some people need to go have some bran cause them too constipated. Free up the insides so the love can flow. Smile and shame the devil...confuse im claat. Why are folks walking around so unhappy and trying to take us happy folks with them? It ain't right...and can't no one get me to a place where I don't want to be.
Sooooooooooo...if you miserable, find out why and talk to someone...
If you sad...talk to someone...
If you unfulfilled...talk to someone...
If you want to change...talk to someone...
If you set on being miserable, sad and unfulfilled... delete mi from your page and go wallow in your self pity somewhere else besides my inbox.
YOU CAN'T TAKE ME WITH YOU.
I am too happy for that.
BLESSINGS A FLOW FREELY 'ROUN HERE!!!Live in love...or ramp with me and rest in a whole heap a pieces.
Big ups to all the wonderful people reading this who know they are wonderful. Ain't a damn thing wrong with proclaiming the truth.
I know...y'all saying...'a who piss off franz again?'
Actually...no one did this time...as I refuse to let sad, pitiful, sorry folks get the better of me. The more foolishness they send my way...the sweeter my blogs get. I loveeeeeeeee to write...thanks for the topics.
Times gone by...getting a message that said I was a stupid insecure bitch would have had me steaming...now I say...thanks for the attention.
Life is one big road with a lot of signs yow. Yu betta believe that.
I have learnt from a few good friends on here...y'all know who you are...to never take anything personal.
Y'all are so wise. It really isn't about me...it's about them. Someone told me that when someone acts negatively towards me, it's not a reflection on me...it's them. Their unhappy little insecuties coming to the surface. It might look like they lashing out because of me, but now I was made to see that they lashing out because of what they see in themselves. Oh happy day when I realized this to be true.
I am a happy person and a loving person...I like to make people happy...I like to be around happy positive people. Some people need to go have some bran cause them too constipated. Free up the insides so the love can flow. Smile and shame the devil...confuse im claat. Why are folks walking around so unhappy and trying to take us happy folks with them? It ain't right...and can't no one get me to a place where I don't want to be.
Sooooooooooo...if you miserable, find out why and talk to someone...
If you sad...talk to someone...
If you unfulfilled...talk to someone...
If you want to change...talk to someone...
If you set on being miserable, sad and unfulfilled... delete mi from your page and go wallow in your self pity somewhere else besides my inbox.
YOU CAN'T TAKE ME WITH YOU.
I am too happy for that.
BLESSINGS A FLOW FREELY 'ROUN HERE!!!Live in love...or ramp with me and rest in a whole heap a pieces.
we come and go...
A part of growing older means losing people, either by dying or when people just move on. The hardest part for me of losing someone is when you realize the initial spark that helped to create a friendship has died and nothing you can do will bring that flame back up. Those friends could be lifelong friends or people you've only known for a few months. Everyone has impacted my life in both positive and negative ways so no matter how busy my life gets, I always remember my friends.
No matter what is going on, whatever the issue, I do try to extend the guava tree branch to those who have fallen to the wayside, letting petty issues or disagreements get in the way of great friendships. Even still, the ones who for whatever reason decide in their heads that I'm the root evil of their existence, still receive a flower of peace from me.
Sometimes, I have to learn to let go and let those people be. As hard as it may seem sometimes. That old adege, the one that goes "if you love them, set them free; if they come back, it was meant to be" also applies to friends.
No matter what is going on, whatever the issue, I do try to extend the guava tree branch to those who have fallen to the wayside, letting petty issues or disagreements get in the way of great friendships. Even still, the ones who for whatever reason decide in their heads that I'm the root evil of their existence, still receive a flower of peace from me.
Sometimes, I have to learn to let go and let those people be. As hard as it may seem sometimes. That old adege, the one that goes "if you love them, set them free; if they come back, it was meant to be" also applies to friends.
Wednesday, January 17, 2007
life must go on...
I would like to say "thank you" to all my friends who have been there for me. You really have no idea what it means to me. I wish I could say that I have always received kindness in my life but that would just be a lie. Unfortunately, most of my life was filled with negativity.
i was a laughing stock..I was an insecure unhappy child who was weak and you know the strong prey on the weak. I understand that their life could have caused them to be cruel to me but when you are a kid, you are not thinking about such things.
think I spent most of my adolescence in tears or with a pit in my stomach. As an adult, I was angry and did not handle things well. Most of the friends I had were good at taken but not giving. I would bend over backwards for them but when I needed something, they were nowhere to be found.
I know that this was because of me, because of the way I looked at myself. I was gluten for punishment. At one point, I even thought it was my job in life to suffer. I did not realize it was my own feelings about myself that caused others to prey on me.
Therefore, I started looking at me, which was the most difficult thing I had ever done. It was painful to admit all the bad things that had happened to me and that it wasn't ok to allow them to destroy me. It was painful to do that and I did not want to let go of the pain. It was what I was use to.
Finally, I was ready to let go, I never felt such emotional pain of feeling all that I had buried so deep. I was afraid but I knew it was for the best. I went thru a couple of years of healing and letting go. Remember things I forgot and admitting things about my past that I did not want to deal with.
I no longer endure life. I live life. I am happy and finally free. It is the most amazing feeling I have ever had. I wake each day happy to be here and free and I see the beauty in so many things. Now I know that I am not done with the growing process, because I will keep growing but the past no longer haunts me.
Therefore, I have to admit your words mean so much. They are the most positive words I have ever had. So yes, I adore them but I also realize that they are just words and what really matters is how I feel about myself on the inside not how you make me feel, although I do love it.
i was a laughing stock..I was an insecure unhappy child who was weak and you know the strong prey on the weak. I understand that their life could have caused them to be cruel to me but when you are a kid, you are not thinking about such things.
think I spent most of my adolescence in tears or with a pit in my stomach. As an adult, I was angry and did not handle things well. Most of the friends I had were good at taken but not giving. I would bend over backwards for them but when I needed something, they were nowhere to be found.
I know that this was because of me, because of the way I looked at myself. I was gluten for punishment. At one point, I even thought it was my job in life to suffer. I did not realize it was my own feelings about myself that caused others to prey on me.
Therefore, I started looking at me, which was the most difficult thing I had ever done. It was painful to admit all the bad things that had happened to me and that it wasn't ok to allow them to destroy me. It was painful to do that and I did not want to let go of the pain. It was what I was use to.
Finally, I was ready to let go, I never felt such emotional pain of feeling all that I had buried so deep. I was afraid but I knew it was for the best. I went thru a couple of years of healing and letting go. Remember things I forgot and admitting things about my past that I did not want to deal with.
I no longer endure life. I live life. I am happy and finally free. It is the most amazing feeling I have ever had. I wake each day happy to be here and free and I see the beauty in so many things. Now I know that I am not done with the growing process, because I will keep growing but the past no longer haunts me.
Therefore, I have to admit your words mean so much. They are the most positive words I have ever had. So yes, I adore them but I also realize that they are just words and what really matters is how I feel about myself on the inside not how you make me feel, although I do love it.
flying with your dreams...
i have been writing blogs for months and we have yet to broach the topic of dreams..i know all of you have them.and im mot talking about the dreams that occur when your head hits the pillow,although thats an interesting topic too.
i mean the dreams you're chasing in your waking life.i know that my dreams were not always based on what was realistic. my very first dream was to be an archeologist once i learned they dug stuff up. as a kid i enjoyed digging up the backyard in search for buried treasure.and to my dismay, all i found were some rusty old nails.later,i decided to be a basketball player and be part of the basketball varsity team for women in our school.
other dreams were group efforts from motion pictures,to massively online games and far flung dreams such as bringing the sport takyan to china..those are usually more fun since you get to see the excitement in others asd you strive toward the goal.
i think sometimes chasing a dream is more fulfilling than achieving it.
most of my dreams invlove the quest for fame,fortune and happiness. but those ambitions eventually gave way to higher mountain peaks. and not because i have all the happiness or money in the world.you can never be too happy or too rich. and that's why some will chase those dreams until death.but not everyone.
and lest you think you'realone in your dreams this is your opportunity to share with the rest of the world your desires. you might be surprised to find others with similar dreams who want to share your journey.
dont be pushed by your problems.be led by your dreams....
i mean the dreams you're chasing in your waking life.i know that my dreams were not always based on what was realistic. my very first dream was to be an archeologist once i learned they dug stuff up. as a kid i enjoyed digging up the backyard in search for buried treasure.and to my dismay, all i found were some rusty old nails.later,i decided to be a basketball player and be part of the basketball varsity team for women in our school.
other dreams were group efforts from motion pictures,to massively online games and far flung dreams such as bringing the sport takyan to china..those are usually more fun since you get to see the excitement in others asd you strive toward the goal.
i think sometimes chasing a dream is more fulfilling than achieving it.
most of my dreams invlove the quest for fame,fortune and happiness. but those ambitions eventually gave way to higher mountain peaks. and not because i have all the happiness or money in the world.you can never be too happy or too rich. and that's why some will chase those dreams until death.but not everyone.
and lest you think you'realone in your dreams this is your opportunity to share with the rest of the world your desires. you might be surprised to find others with similar dreams who want to share your journey.
dont be pushed by your problems.be led by your dreams....
born to be different..
Why does it seem like anyone who is not happy with their own life has to judge and demean the good things in others peoples life just to make themselves feel better? It causes those who are less sure of themselves to question things they thought they knew were a good thing.
Sometimes we need that extra push to do things that are hard and other people wont understand.it totally suck...
So anyone out there who thinks they are being put down just because they are different, just try and be strong and realize that no matter how different you are they're others like u and that u are not alone. And you shouldn't be afraid to be different, u should pity those who are afraid to be themselves.
Sometimes we need that extra push to do things that are hard and other people wont understand.it totally suck...
So anyone out there who thinks they are being put down just because they are different, just try and be strong and realize that no matter how different you are they're others like u and that u are not alone. And you shouldn't be afraid to be different, u should pity those who are afraid to be themselves.
Tuesday, January 16, 2007
me, myself and i...
The beauty of a woman Is not in the clothes she wears,The figure that she carries, Or the way she combs her hair.
The beauty of a woman must be seen from in her eyes,Because that is the doorway to her heart, the place where love resides.
The beauty of a woman is not in a facial mole, But true beauty in a woman Is reflected in her soul.
It is the caring that she lovingly gives, The passion that she shows, And the beauty of a womanWith passing yearsonly grows.
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