missing times

i have been busy with life thats why i havent written in a while. but now that im free and i feel like dropping a line, why not.

i miss home. our own fancy lil house in lapu2x.where i am actually sitting down right now. yeah its been so long since the last time i went home and slept here even just for a night. ive been sleeping and staying over at ching's place for almost a month and goes home if i just feel like i wanted to. my dad always knew and with his permission that i wanted to sleep over at ching's place. i always have a great time whenever im with ching's family.maybe because i never got the chance to have some quality time with my own family here in our house coz my dad's always away and my mom is far from us. the time that i greatly spend with ching's family is much aprreciated than i spend it with my family. its a blissful moment for me coz i just feel like i already belong in their family which is basically true. im feeling more comfortable right now hanging out and talking to ching's grand ma. im closer to mazen(ching's cousin), and i get to play more with andre(lil cuz of ching) etc.

but i have to admit that i also miss my brothers and my dad.coz we also do these things here at home before.but now, i really find it so difficult to open up and talk to my dad since his always away. but i understand what his going thru is for the sake of our family and living.

i just couldnt find a way for me to be able to reach my family's hand again.. and i wonder why!