jan 26
i went over to ching's place and helped everyone prepare for the barangay's fiesta the next day. assisted mama eting in cooking the food, washed the plates and all the utensils that shall be needed in the said occasion.i was all wrapped out and tired.but what matters most was that i had a lot of fun doing it.. after helping mama eting over the kitchen, i watched the basketball league in their barangay.and i enjoyed watching the game as you see two teams competing.it was also entertaining..players bang each other just to steal, rebound,and shoot the ball to earn some damn points.and i also got wasted. no more beer .hello emperador..hahaha..
jan 27
FIESTA SA SINDULAN...
i woke up around 10am. alyssa(ching's cousin) asked me if i could accompany her to sm coz her mom wants her to buy something for her macarons.so i went with her to sm and bought everything what tita fe told us to buy..we were just strolling around sm and bought some blank cd's and went home afterwards.
after i ate lunch, i then made some devil's egg and fruit salad..it was all up to me..and it was my turn to give my best shot in cooking..damn.frustrarion is all over me coz i get to work with one of the best cook's in town.."mama eting".hahaha...
then after doing everything that was given as a task to me, i gave myself some time to rest.
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.........sleep franz..and dream!!
and the night is up..eating time.....and yes...i was damn full.........
menu:
* embutido
*bam-i
*devil's egg
*chopseuy
*sweet and sour pork
*caldereta
*afritada
*lechon baboy
*fried chicken
*honey chicken
*fresh lumpia
*humba
*fruit salad
*macaroni salad
*macarons
*some beverages
yum yum yum............
there were a lot of visitors most of them were tito eric and tita fe's friends and co workers. there were big personalities also like the congressman of cebu and councilors too..and i had a lot of emperador that night..so no need to worry on the food that i ate..hehehe
jan 28
9th monthsary..continuation of the fiesta..ching and i fought over some petty issues...petty??for him it is but for me..it aint stupid....
jan 29
still didnt have the feeling of going home yet.
i stayed at ching's place for almost 5 days. and just went home to get some clothes and money and went back again to mabolo.it was ching's basketball game and they lose over the violet team.it was a great game though. but still his a loser..after their game, me,mazeen ,el2x and jick2 played basketball..and damn..i was sweating so heavy but i had so much fun.after playing, mazeen took us out for a treat at the tapsilogan express near their place..and went home and slept.
jan 30
my damn cough's killing me making me miss our band's recording session. ching went out to attend two band practices and one recording session with our band.i was chillin at mama eting's room with mazeen..talking and talking about some interesting stuffs about each other and his dream..wahahahaha...what a whacko...hahaha...watched his basketball game...and what the fuck!his a total loser..half shot ra intawun..leaving him so frustrated.. and late at night, we watched the movie "a knight's tale".foodtrip dayun..ian bought three foot long sandwich at big mac. and slept after we finish the movie..
jan 31
i went home around 3pm to get some clothes and 5 pm today, continuation of my band's recording session...
Wednesday, January 31, 2007
Monday, January 29, 2007
kiss from a rose
There used to be a greying tower all alone on the sea
You became the light on the dark side of me
Love remains a drug gets me high, that's how I feel
Did you know that when it snows my eyes become enlarged
And the light that you shine can be seen
Baby, I compare you to a kiss from a rose on the grey
The more I get of you, the stranger it feels, yeah
Now that your rose is in bloom, a light hits the gloom on the grey
There is so much a man can tell you, so much he can say
You remain my power, my pleasure, my pain, baby
To me you're like a growing addiction that I can't deny
Won't you tell me is that healthy, babe?
But did you know that when it snows, my eyes become enlarged
And the light that you shine can be seen
Baby, I compare you to a kiss from a rose on the grey
The more I get of you, the stranger it feels, yeah
Now that your rose is in bloom, a light hits the gloom on the grey
I've been kissed by a rose on the grey, I've been kissed by a rose
I've been kissed by a rose on the grey (If I should fall...)
There is so much a man can tell you, so much he can say
You remain my power, my pleasure, my pain
To me you're like a growing addiction that I can't deny
Won't you tell me is that healthy, babe
But did you know, that when it snows, my eyes become enlarged
And the light that you shine can be seen
Baby, I compare you to a kiss from a rose on the grey
The more I get of you, the stranger it feels, yeah
Now that your rose is in bloom, a light hits the gloom on the grey
You became the light on the dark side of me
Love remains a drug gets me high, that's how I feel
Did you know that when it snows my eyes become enlarged
And the light that you shine can be seen
Baby, I compare you to a kiss from a rose on the grey
The more I get of you, the stranger it feels, yeah
Now that your rose is in bloom, a light hits the gloom on the grey
There is so much a man can tell you, so much he can say
You remain my power, my pleasure, my pain, baby
To me you're like a growing addiction that I can't deny
Won't you tell me is that healthy, babe?
But did you know that when it snows, my eyes become enlarged
And the light that you shine can be seen
Baby, I compare you to a kiss from a rose on the grey
The more I get of you, the stranger it feels, yeah
Now that your rose is in bloom, a light hits the gloom on the grey
I've been kissed by a rose on the grey, I've been kissed by a rose
I've been kissed by a rose on the grey (If I should fall...)
There is so much a man can tell you, so much he can say
You remain my power, my pleasure, my pain
To me you're like a growing addiction that I can't deny
Won't you tell me is that healthy, babe
But did you know, that when it snows, my eyes become enlarged
And the light that you shine can be seen
Baby, I compare you to a kiss from a rose on the grey
The more I get of you, the stranger it feels, yeah
Now that your rose is in bloom, a light hits the gloom on the grey
Thursday, January 25, 2007
thank you...
a lot of unknown and anonymous people who came over and visited my blog gave such negative comments on my latest entries.. and heres my shout outs for you;
no1.
upon writing this blog, i know exactly what to already write...it has all been within my thoughts and what im trying to do is to only express everything whats on my mind..and i think i have the right to do so because i am entitled to..
no 2.
i aint insecure within these people that i subjected as my blind item.. i have my civil rights and if you were on my place i think you'd do the same especially when you know who and what these people are doing...
no 3.
i aint a poser..maybe you are... i dont pretend to be someone who im actually not.. ..tell me what you think--and you may just as well be frank..if i hate you,i tell you straight..thats my game...i never pretend to like someone as to be my friend or companion even if i know that i dont feel like being with you in the first place...
no 4.
if you hate me, thank you so much..i appreciate your words of encouragement??hahah...thats makes me even more strong..i always take this comments as a challenge. it teaches me how to be more accented, potent, firm, solid and unassailable..
no 5.
lastly, i love my life..life is beautiful.dont you think...
no1.
upon writing this blog, i know exactly what to already write...it has all been within my thoughts and what im trying to do is to only express everything whats on my mind..and i think i have the right to do so because i am entitled to..
no 2.
i aint insecure within these people that i subjected as my blind item.. i have my civil rights and if you were on my place i think you'd do the same especially when you know who and what these people are doing...
no 3.
i aint a poser..maybe you are... i dont pretend to be someone who im actually not.. ..tell me what you think--and you may just as well be frank..if i hate you,i tell you straight..thats my game...i never pretend to like someone as to be my friend or companion even if i know that i dont feel like being with you in the first place...
no 4.
if you hate me, thank you so much..i appreciate your words of encouragement??hahah...thats makes me even more strong..i always take this comments as a challenge. it teaches me how to be more accented, potent, firm, solid and unassailable..
no 5.
lastly, i love my life..life is beautiful.dont you think...
Tuesday, January 23, 2007
why i do these things...
Earlier I was talking to my friend.
And at the end of our conversation I wondered why we do the things we do, why I do the things I do. No matter how useless, no matter how stupid, no matter how totally self-destructive they sometimes are. I still do them.
In her case, she finds her situation perfectly fine so I let her be. But often times, in my case, I am NOT perfectly fine with some of my utterly annoying habits. I still overanalyze until it hurts, I still insist on doing things "my way" such as cramming, and staying up late at night, and downing way toooo much coffee. I know, it's unhealthy. But I do it still. Just like when people smoke even though they believe it's bad for them. Same thing.
So yeah, why DO I do the things I do, here are some of my hypotheses:
.I tend to think and analyze too much to the point that every minute detail is mercilessly dissected.It gives me a headache but I do it because it makes me feel I have control over things. It makes me feel that I understand the situation and the way things are. It makes me anticipate and prepare for what's to happen next.
.I am stubborn. It's not that it was a determined choice. It's the way I am because it makes me feel that I, again, have control. Maybe also because of this thing called Pride. Damn pride.
.I binge. I binge on food. I shop impulsively. And that's where I lack control. I do it because it is in these moments that I feel free and uninhibited. That I can let go for even just a bit.
.And lastly, why do I keep myself restricted to my comfort zone? Why do still insist on things that aren't meant for me, insisting on people who'll disappoint me? Why can't I let down my guard?Why can't I have more faith in me? And the answer to these questions continue to make my headache and ask why we have to be sooo complicated.Why do we have to make promises to others and to ourselves? Why is there always this spot of gray?
So here I am again, doing the things I do because maybe in doing them, I get to keep my sanity. Don't you think? hehehe...
And at the end of our conversation I wondered why we do the things we do, why I do the things I do. No matter how useless, no matter how stupid, no matter how totally self-destructive they sometimes are. I still do them.
In her case, she finds her situation perfectly fine so I let her be. But often times, in my case, I am NOT perfectly fine with some of my utterly annoying habits. I still overanalyze until it hurts, I still insist on doing things "my way" such as cramming, and staying up late at night, and downing way toooo much coffee. I know, it's unhealthy. But I do it still. Just like when people smoke even though they believe it's bad for them. Same thing.
So yeah, why DO I do the things I do, here are some of my hypotheses:
.I tend to think and analyze too much to the point that every minute detail is mercilessly dissected.It gives me a headache but I do it because it makes me feel I have control over things. It makes me feel that I understand the situation and the way things are. It makes me anticipate and prepare for what's to happen next.
.I am stubborn. It's not that it was a determined choice. It's the way I am because it makes me feel that I, again, have control. Maybe also because of this thing called Pride. Damn pride.
.I binge. I binge on food. I shop impulsively. And that's where I lack control. I do it because it is in these moments that I feel free and uninhibited. That I can let go for even just a bit.
.And lastly, why do I keep myself restricted to my comfort zone? Why do still insist on things that aren't meant for me, insisting on people who'll disappoint me? Why can't I let down my guard?Why can't I have more faith in me? And the answer to these questions continue to make my headache and ask why we have to be sooo complicated.Why do we have to make promises to others and to ourselves? Why is there always this spot of gray?
So here I am again, doing the things I do because maybe in doing them, I get to keep my sanity. Don't you think? hehehe...
blind item # 2
subject: natty "DAW" dreadz...
naa koy kaila na dreads na banda sd na feeling niya rockstar na sya sa iya gibuhat.reggae star lagi sya pero pwera gaba mu tira mn diay ni ug RnB ang iyang banda..iya jud gi pangusgan na reggae jud sila pero naa bay reggae na mutukar ug crazy in love ug uban pa na pang show band ang act!?!gi hugaw hugawan lng nimo ang ka holy sa reggae tol..pa dreads dreads ka then wa kay angay..nya hanbugero pajud kaayu kay lagi sikat daw sila sa iya lugar..naay one time gi invite pa nya amu banda ug banda sa ako uyab na mutukar sa ila place pero taman ra diay to sturya...nah 10k pa daw ang budget then sa beach daw mutukar then kung muadto mi sa ila kay sya bahala...kusug kaayu mulibre taman sa sturya!!!!!!!!!daghan sturya pero walay BUHAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
clue:
1. reggae star nga peke
2. dreadz na way ka essence2x
3. may ra musaad..pero puros atik ang sturya
4. kusug au mgpa expect ug tao
5. hambugero
6. feeling sikat
7. kusug mangilad maski sa iyang mga migo
hoi dong...yaw na pangatik,pangilad kay naka pasakit naka ug tao....way sukod ang balos...................paputli na imong dreadz kay wa kay angay...HAMTON!!!!
naa koy kaila na dreads na banda sd na feeling niya rockstar na sya sa iya gibuhat.reggae star lagi sya pero pwera gaba mu tira mn diay ni ug RnB ang iyang banda..iya jud gi pangusgan na reggae jud sila pero naa bay reggae na mutukar ug crazy in love ug uban pa na pang show band ang act!?!gi hugaw hugawan lng nimo ang ka holy sa reggae tol..pa dreads dreads ka then wa kay angay..nya hanbugero pajud kaayu kay lagi sikat daw sila sa iya lugar..naay one time gi invite pa nya amu banda ug banda sa ako uyab na mutukar sa ila place pero taman ra diay to sturya...nah 10k pa daw ang budget then sa beach daw mutukar then kung muadto mi sa ila kay sya bahala...kusug kaayu mulibre taman sa sturya!!!!!!!!!daghan sturya pero walay BUHAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
clue:
1. reggae star nga peke
2. dreadz na way ka essence2x
3. may ra musaad..pero puros atik ang sturya
4. kusug au mgpa expect ug tao
5. hambugero
6. feeling sikat
7. kusug mangilad maski sa iyang mga migo
hoi dong...yaw na pangatik,pangilad kay naka pasakit naka ug tao....way sukod ang balos...................paputli na imong dreadz kay wa kay angay...HAMTON!!!!
Monday, January 22, 2007
sinulog '07
sinulog '07............
WAY KWENTA....WAY LAMI...................................................
as in way ayo jud akong sinulog..gawas sa gidugo ko ug sakit akong pus-on....way ayo ang mga ayo sa sugbo...wa ko muinum,wa ko smu smoke,wa mutan-aw ug concerts...ga sge ra tawun mi lakaw2x...nag away pajud mi ni ching kay nag una ang kanahan sa mango nya ang sabot namu kay 6pm mi sa ayala mgkita kay mag tan-aw mi fireworks display...dugay ayo mi nahuman ug lalis...gisaaappooooooootttttttttttttttt jud ko sa tanan...
ngkita mi ni andre sa raintree adto mi boss grill..sa dihang ng inum sila ching ug andre, naay nitukar na banda na pwera saway MGA WAY ANGAY!!!!!!!!wa sa tono ang mga instrumento samut na wa sa tono ilang vocalist....leche samut akong sapot...kuyawa lagi..naa pman sd fans ang mga animal....kami nakay adtuon sa stage ug ingnun na i"hoi inyu mga instrumento yabag,pangkanaog mo"hahahaha...btaw pgtsur oi...hahahaha...
nagsabot2 mi sa ni andre na mgbuhat mi ug event ngadto sa boss grill inig valentines day...love reggae...amu giplanohan nga banda patukarun kay pitch melvah, bambu spliff,skankinbrews,skunky muggles og pinaka paborito nako sa tanan..CROWN ROYALE....waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..........hay..speaking of crown royale nitukar sila sa handuraw last saturday ug sa dihang ni kaging jud ko sa kanindot sa ilang mga kanta ug ang blending sa ila duha ka vocalist..yawa................nmao ra jud to ako giadto sa handuraw...hahai..mabuang ko....
ug sa pagpa dayun...sayo kay mi niuli ni ching ganina kadlawun..last pit stop namu kay sa bandorama mango grill..wa mn sad ayo ngadto mao nanguli nalang jud mi...ni text btaw na si vader...ingun naa sila sa imagine kuyug ni rusty(x ni ching)...akong kapungot nisaka..shit....mao to trippin2 mi duha ching..lakaw2 mi ngita ug bar na hubo2..hahaha..lagi..kay wa pajud ko kasud anang mga lugra ug curious kay ko unsay mga gingbuhatun ana nila..hahaha..pero wa mi ni dayun kay pagsud palang nko,kasukaun nako sa akong nakit-an..hahaha...
nanguli mi almost 2am then tulog diretso..ako dugo ga sirit2x gihapon ug ako pus-on grabe ka high sa kasakit...leche.....nakamata ko 12nn na..then gihatod nako si lysa(cousin ni ching)sa sm kay birthday mn nya..karun hapon ako napud tung kwaun kay akoy gibinlan sa inahan ato..niuli lng ko drio sa amu pra mukuha ug kwrta kay nahubas ako pitaka..ahahaha..hahai...chika kay sah....
WAY KWENTA....WAY LAMI...................................................
as in way ayo jud akong sinulog..gawas sa gidugo ko ug sakit akong pus-on....way ayo ang mga ayo sa sugbo...wa ko muinum,wa ko smu smoke,wa mutan-aw ug concerts...ga sge ra tawun mi lakaw2x...nag away pajud mi ni ching kay nag una ang kanahan sa mango nya ang sabot namu kay 6pm mi sa ayala mgkita kay mag tan-aw mi fireworks display...dugay ayo mi nahuman ug lalis...gisaaappooooooootttttttttttttttt jud ko sa tanan...
ngkita mi ni andre sa raintree adto mi boss grill..sa dihang ng inum sila ching ug andre, naay nitukar na banda na pwera saway MGA WAY ANGAY!!!!!!!!wa sa tono ang mga instrumento samut na wa sa tono ilang vocalist....leche samut akong sapot...kuyawa lagi..naa pman sd fans ang mga animal....kami nakay adtuon sa stage ug ingnun na i"hoi inyu mga instrumento yabag,pangkanaog mo"hahahaha...btaw pgtsur oi...hahahaha...
nagsabot2 mi sa ni andre na mgbuhat mi ug event ngadto sa boss grill inig valentines day...love reggae...amu giplanohan nga banda patukarun kay pitch melvah, bambu spliff,skankinbrews,skunky muggles og pinaka paborito nako sa tanan..CROWN ROYALE....waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..........hay..speaking of crown royale nitukar sila sa handuraw last saturday ug sa dihang ni kaging jud ko sa kanindot sa ilang mga kanta ug ang blending sa ila duha ka vocalist..yawa................nmao ra jud to ako giadto sa handuraw...hahai..mabuang ko....
ug sa pagpa dayun...sayo kay mi niuli ni ching ganina kadlawun..last pit stop namu kay sa bandorama mango grill..wa mn sad ayo ngadto mao nanguli nalang jud mi...ni text btaw na si vader...ingun naa sila sa imagine kuyug ni rusty(x ni ching)...akong kapungot nisaka..shit....mao to trippin2 mi duha ching..lakaw2 mi ngita ug bar na hubo2..hahaha..lagi..kay wa pajud ko kasud anang mga lugra ug curious kay ko unsay mga gingbuhatun ana nila..hahaha..pero wa mi ni dayun kay pagsud palang nko,kasukaun nako sa akong nakit-an..hahaha...
nanguli mi almost 2am then tulog diretso..ako dugo ga sirit2x gihapon ug ako pus-on grabe ka high sa kasakit...leche.....nakamata ko 12nn na..then gihatod nako si lysa(cousin ni ching)sa sm kay birthday mn nya..karun hapon ako napud tung kwaun kay akoy gibinlan sa inahan ato..niuli lng ko drio sa amu pra mukuha ug kwrta kay nahubas ako pitaka..ahahaha..hahai...chika kay sah....
blind item # 1
i have this friend...mmm.i treated him as a friend"before"..but now...sign of respect nalang ako pagtagad sa iya..his a guy and i thought he was a great friend..but the nerve...user sya ug tao...our friendship was ok at first pero eventually, nakakita nako sa tinuod color nya...and yes it shocked me kay i did not expect that his a user..i heard stories about him from our common friends..and they told me na ing ana jud daw na sya ug kinaiya..naa ra nimo kung musakay ka or magpadala sad...
maayo kay sya kung nag atubang nako...and wala sya kabalo ako ra sya gisakyan sa pagkangalan na respeto-ay ang show...pero inig talikud nako basa diay ni sya ug ba-ba sa tanan basa ug ba-ba..kay naa syay friend na kontra sd kay nako na kung unsa iya mahibaw-an nako kay iya dayun ipanabi sa iyang friend na animal.mao ako hugaw pako daan sa iyang amiga,mas nahugawan ko ug samut pero okay ra..madala ra ug smile.
clue:
1. kung naa kay kwarta,palayo aning bataa.
2. yaw padala sa iyang mga atik kay kusug jud ni mangatik.
3. kusug manaot ug tao samut kung nagtalikud naka.
4. baga ug naong kay kung mangutang, maabtan pa ug 100 yrs usa mubayad.
5. plastic nag tao.
6. lice everywhere busa mga kaigsuonan palayo mo kung di mu gusto matakdan.
feeling nya sikat nakay sya...
i think that would be it..and its for you to find out who this friend of mine is...
maayo kay sya kung nag atubang nako...and wala sya kabalo ako ra sya gisakyan sa pagkangalan na respeto-ay ang show...pero inig talikud nako basa diay ni sya ug ba-ba sa tanan basa ug ba-ba..kay naa syay friend na kontra sd kay nako na kung unsa iya mahibaw-an nako kay iya dayun ipanabi sa iyang friend na animal.mao ako hugaw pako daan sa iyang amiga,mas nahugawan ko ug samut pero okay ra..madala ra ug smile.
clue:
1. kung naa kay kwarta,palayo aning bataa.
2. yaw padala sa iyang mga atik kay kusug jud ni mangatik.
3. kusug manaot ug tao samut kung nagtalikud naka.
4. baga ug naong kay kung mangutang, maabtan pa ug 100 yrs usa mubayad.
5. plastic nag tao.
6. lice everywhere busa mga kaigsuonan palayo mo kung di mu gusto matakdan.
feeling nya sikat nakay sya...
i think that would be it..and its for you to find out who this friend of mine is...
Saturday, January 20, 2007
staying alive...
I want to share with you something about losing someone i loved before...that i deeply learned since the day i realized that his totally gone and he wasnt just the right one for me whom i thought he was in the first place...
Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they
were meant to be there...to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson
or help figure out who you are or who you want to become. you never know who these people may be but you lock eyes with them, and you know that very moment that they will affect your life in some profound way.
These people might only be with you for a short period of time, but they serve a purpose. And when that purpose is done, they fly away from our lives, suddenly, painfuly, slowly or gradually. Some stay.Whoever they may be, remember them. Remember what they were to you. Remember the lesson learned, the happiness and love , the tears and pain.
Sometimes things happen to you at the time that may seem horrible,
painful and unfair, but in reflection you realize that without overcoming
those obstacles you would never realize your potential, strength, will power or endurance.Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means
of luck. Illness, love, lost moments of true greatness and sheer stupidity all
occur to test limits of your soul.
Without these small tests, life would be like a smoothly paved,
straight, flat road to nowhere safe and comfortable but dull and utterly
pointless.The people you meet affect your life.
The successes and downfalls that you experience can create who you are, and the bad experiences can be learned from. In fact they are probably the most poignant and important ones.
Think of the good memories.
Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they
were meant to be there...to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson
or help figure out who you are or who you want to become. you never know who these people may be but you lock eyes with them, and you know that very moment that they will affect your life in some profound way.
These people might only be with you for a short period of time, but they serve a purpose. And when that purpose is done, they fly away from our lives, suddenly, painfuly, slowly or gradually. Some stay.Whoever they may be, remember them. Remember what they were to you. Remember the lesson learned, the happiness and love , the tears and pain.
Sometimes things happen to you at the time that may seem horrible,
painful and unfair, but in reflection you realize that without overcoming
those obstacles you would never realize your potential, strength, will power or endurance.Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means
of luck. Illness, love, lost moments of true greatness and sheer stupidity all
occur to test limits of your soul.
Without these small tests, life would be like a smoothly paved,
straight, flat road to nowhere safe and comfortable but dull and utterly
pointless.The people you meet affect your life.
The successes and downfalls that you experience can create who you are, and the bad experiences can be learned from. In fact they are probably the most poignant and important ones.
Think of the good memories.
Thursday, January 18, 2007
tell me..who's afraid now?!?!
Please...we know misery loves company but...yu on your own with that mess.
Big ups to all the wonderful people reading this who know they are wonderful. Ain't a damn thing wrong with proclaiming the truth.
I know...y'all saying...'a who piss off franz again?'
Actually...no one did this time...as I refuse to let sad, pitiful, sorry folks get the better of me. The more foolishness they send my way...the sweeter my blogs get. I loveeeeeeeee to write...thanks for the topics.
Times gone by...getting a message that said I was a stupid insecure bitch would have had me steaming...now I say...thanks for the attention.
Life is one big road with a lot of signs yow. Yu betta believe that.
I have learnt from a few good friends on here...y'all know who you are...to never take anything personal.
Y'all are so wise. It really isn't about me...it's about them. Someone told me that when someone acts negatively towards me, it's not a reflection on me...it's them. Their unhappy little insecuties coming to the surface. It might look like they lashing out because of me, but now I was made to see that they lashing out because of what they see in themselves. Oh happy day when I realized this to be true.
I am a happy person and a loving person...I like to make people happy...I like to be around happy positive people. Some people need to go have some bran cause them too constipated. Free up the insides so the love can flow. Smile and shame the devil...confuse im claat. Why are folks walking around so unhappy and trying to take us happy folks with them? It ain't right...and can't no one get me to a place where I don't want to be.
Sooooooooooo...if you miserable, find out why and talk to someone...
If you sad...talk to someone...
If you unfulfilled...talk to someone...
If you want to change...talk to someone...
If you set on being miserable, sad and unfulfilled... delete mi from your page and go wallow in your self pity somewhere else besides my inbox.
YOU CAN'T TAKE ME WITH YOU.
I am too happy for that.
BLESSINGS A FLOW FREELY 'ROUN HERE!!!Live in love...or ramp with me and rest in a whole heap a pieces.
Big ups to all the wonderful people reading this who know they are wonderful. Ain't a damn thing wrong with proclaiming the truth.
I know...y'all saying...'a who piss off franz again?'
Actually...no one did this time...as I refuse to let sad, pitiful, sorry folks get the better of me. The more foolishness they send my way...the sweeter my blogs get. I loveeeeeeeee to write...thanks for the topics.
Times gone by...getting a message that said I was a stupid insecure bitch would have had me steaming...now I say...thanks for the attention.
Life is one big road with a lot of signs yow. Yu betta believe that.
I have learnt from a few good friends on here...y'all know who you are...to never take anything personal.
Y'all are so wise. It really isn't about me...it's about them. Someone told me that when someone acts negatively towards me, it's not a reflection on me...it's them. Their unhappy little insecuties coming to the surface. It might look like they lashing out because of me, but now I was made to see that they lashing out because of what they see in themselves. Oh happy day when I realized this to be true.
I am a happy person and a loving person...I like to make people happy...I like to be around happy positive people. Some people need to go have some bran cause them too constipated. Free up the insides so the love can flow. Smile and shame the devil...confuse im claat. Why are folks walking around so unhappy and trying to take us happy folks with them? It ain't right...and can't no one get me to a place where I don't want to be.
Sooooooooooo...if you miserable, find out why and talk to someone...
If you sad...talk to someone...
If you unfulfilled...talk to someone...
If you want to change...talk to someone...
If you set on being miserable, sad and unfulfilled... delete mi from your page and go wallow in your self pity somewhere else besides my inbox.
YOU CAN'T TAKE ME WITH YOU.
I am too happy for that.
BLESSINGS A FLOW FREELY 'ROUN HERE!!!Live in love...or ramp with me and rest in a whole heap a pieces.
we come and go...
A part of growing older means losing people, either by dying or when people just move on. The hardest part for me of losing someone is when you realize the initial spark that helped to create a friendship has died and nothing you can do will bring that flame back up. Those friends could be lifelong friends or people you've only known for a few months. Everyone has impacted my life in both positive and negative ways so no matter how busy my life gets, I always remember my friends.
No matter what is going on, whatever the issue, I do try to extend the guava tree branch to those who have fallen to the wayside, letting petty issues or disagreements get in the way of great friendships. Even still, the ones who for whatever reason decide in their heads that I'm the root evil of their existence, still receive a flower of peace from me.
Sometimes, I have to learn to let go and let those people be. As hard as it may seem sometimes. That old adege, the one that goes "if you love them, set them free; if they come back, it was meant to be" also applies to friends.
No matter what is going on, whatever the issue, I do try to extend the guava tree branch to those who have fallen to the wayside, letting petty issues or disagreements get in the way of great friendships. Even still, the ones who for whatever reason decide in their heads that I'm the root evil of their existence, still receive a flower of peace from me.
Sometimes, I have to learn to let go and let those people be. As hard as it may seem sometimes. That old adege, the one that goes "if you love them, set them free; if they come back, it was meant to be" also applies to friends.
Wednesday, January 17, 2007
life must go on...
I would like to say "thank you" to all my friends who have been there for me. You really have no idea what it means to me. I wish I could say that I have always received kindness in my life but that would just be a lie. Unfortunately, most of my life was filled with negativity.
i was a laughing stock..I was an insecure unhappy child who was weak and you know the strong prey on the weak. I understand that their life could have caused them to be cruel to me but when you are a kid, you are not thinking about such things.
think I spent most of my adolescence in tears or with a pit in my stomach. As an adult, I was angry and did not handle things well. Most of the friends I had were good at taken but not giving. I would bend over backwards for them but when I needed something, they were nowhere to be found.
I know that this was because of me, because of the way I looked at myself. I was gluten for punishment. At one point, I even thought it was my job in life to suffer. I did not realize it was my own feelings about myself that caused others to prey on me.
Therefore, I started looking at me, which was the most difficult thing I had ever done. It was painful to admit all the bad things that had happened to me and that it wasn't ok to allow them to destroy me. It was painful to do that and I did not want to let go of the pain. It was what I was use to.
Finally, I was ready to let go, I never felt such emotional pain of feeling all that I had buried so deep. I was afraid but I knew it was for the best. I went thru a couple of years of healing and letting go. Remember things I forgot and admitting things about my past that I did not want to deal with.
I no longer endure life. I live life. I am happy and finally free. It is the most amazing feeling I have ever had. I wake each day happy to be here and free and I see the beauty in so many things. Now I know that I am not done with the growing process, because I will keep growing but the past no longer haunts me.
Therefore, I have to admit your words mean so much. They are the most positive words I have ever had. So yes, I adore them but I also realize that they are just words and what really matters is how I feel about myself on the inside not how you make me feel, although I do love it.
i was a laughing stock..I was an insecure unhappy child who was weak and you know the strong prey on the weak. I understand that their life could have caused them to be cruel to me but when you are a kid, you are not thinking about such things.
think I spent most of my adolescence in tears or with a pit in my stomach. As an adult, I was angry and did not handle things well. Most of the friends I had were good at taken but not giving. I would bend over backwards for them but when I needed something, they were nowhere to be found.
I know that this was because of me, because of the way I looked at myself. I was gluten for punishment. At one point, I even thought it was my job in life to suffer. I did not realize it was my own feelings about myself that caused others to prey on me.
Therefore, I started looking at me, which was the most difficult thing I had ever done. It was painful to admit all the bad things that had happened to me and that it wasn't ok to allow them to destroy me. It was painful to do that and I did not want to let go of the pain. It was what I was use to.
Finally, I was ready to let go, I never felt such emotional pain of feeling all that I had buried so deep. I was afraid but I knew it was for the best. I went thru a couple of years of healing and letting go. Remember things I forgot and admitting things about my past that I did not want to deal with.
I no longer endure life. I live life. I am happy and finally free. It is the most amazing feeling I have ever had. I wake each day happy to be here and free and I see the beauty in so many things. Now I know that I am not done with the growing process, because I will keep growing but the past no longer haunts me.
Therefore, I have to admit your words mean so much. They are the most positive words I have ever had. So yes, I adore them but I also realize that they are just words and what really matters is how I feel about myself on the inside not how you make me feel, although I do love it.
flying with your dreams...
i have been writing blogs for months and we have yet to broach the topic of dreams..i know all of you have them.and im mot talking about the dreams that occur when your head hits the pillow,although thats an interesting topic too.
i mean the dreams you're chasing in your waking life.i know that my dreams were not always based on what was realistic. my very first dream was to be an archeologist once i learned they dug stuff up. as a kid i enjoyed digging up the backyard in search for buried treasure.and to my dismay, all i found were some rusty old nails.later,i decided to be a basketball player and be part of the basketball varsity team for women in our school.
other dreams were group efforts from motion pictures,to massively online games and far flung dreams such as bringing the sport takyan to china..those are usually more fun since you get to see the excitement in others asd you strive toward the goal.
i think sometimes chasing a dream is more fulfilling than achieving it.
most of my dreams invlove the quest for fame,fortune and happiness. but those ambitions eventually gave way to higher mountain peaks. and not because i have all the happiness or money in the world.you can never be too happy or too rich. and that's why some will chase those dreams until death.but not everyone.
and lest you think you'realone in your dreams this is your opportunity to share with the rest of the world your desires. you might be surprised to find others with similar dreams who want to share your journey.
dont be pushed by your problems.be led by your dreams....
i mean the dreams you're chasing in your waking life.i know that my dreams were not always based on what was realistic. my very first dream was to be an archeologist once i learned they dug stuff up. as a kid i enjoyed digging up the backyard in search for buried treasure.and to my dismay, all i found were some rusty old nails.later,i decided to be a basketball player and be part of the basketball varsity team for women in our school.
other dreams were group efforts from motion pictures,to massively online games and far flung dreams such as bringing the sport takyan to china..those are usually more fun since you get to see the excitement in others asd you strive toward the goal.
i think sometimes chasing a dream is more fulfilling than achieving it.
most of my dreams invlove the quest for fame,fortune and happiness. but those ambitions eventually gave way to higher mountain peaks. and not because i have all the happiness or money in the world.you can never be too happy or too rich. and that's why some will chase those dreams until death.but not everyone.
and lest you think you'realone in your dreams this is your opportunity to share with the rest of the world your desires. you might be surprised to find others with similar dreams who want to share your journey.
dont be pushed by your problems.be led by your dreams....
born to be different..
Why does it seem like anyone who is not happy with their own life has to judge and demean the good things in others peoples life just to make themselves feel better? It causes those who are less sure of themselves to question things they thought they knew were a good thing.
Sometimes we need that extra push to do things that are hard and other people wont understand.it totally suck...
So anyone out there who thinks they are being put down just because they are different, just try and be strong and realize that no matter how different you are they're others like u and that u are not alone. And you shouldn't be afraid to be different, u should pity those who are afraid to be themselves.
Sometimes we need that extra push to do things that are hard and other people wont understand.it totally suck...
So anyone out there who thinks they are being put down just because they are different, just try and be strong and realize that no matter how different you are they're others like u and that u are not alone. And you shouldn't be afraid to be different, u should pity those who are afraid to be themselves.
Tuesday, January 16, 2007
me, myself and i...
The beauty of a woman Is not in the clothes she wears,The figure that she carries, Or the way she combs her hair.
The beauty of a woman must be seen from in her eyes,Because that is the doorway to her heart, the place where love resides.
The beauty of a woman is not in a facial mole, But true beauty in a woman Is reflected in her soul.
It is the caring that she lovingly gives, The passion that she shows, And the beauty of a womanWith passing yearsonly grows.
for you mr.brian ching...
I just wanted to do something simple to say I love you and to put that smile I love so much back on your face. I want everyone to know how much you mean to me. Ever since you have entered my life, I've been flying on Cloud 9 and I have not come down yet.I tell you this everyday, but you are the most beautiful person I know, inside and out and I see that more clearly with each passing day. I love everything about you, about us. You do something to me that no other has, you have made me so happy, the happiest I've ever been. You give me the most amazing feelings inside, the feeling of being in love with you.I still don't know what I did to be so lucky to have you in my life, my dream come true... I am so thankful though. In this short time that we've been together, we have grown so much and I can't wait to see what the future holds for us.
You've got me dreaming about you. Thoughts of you invade my mind every second of every day. I can't help it... you have become a part of my world and it scares me because I haven't depended on anyone in a long time. I would trust you with everything .... I do trust you with everything I am and I pray to God that you never do anything to make me regret it. Yes, now I can honestly say that I love you and will always love you because you got past my defenses and made it to that special place located at the core of my soul.
i love you so much langga..and your are my reason for everything....
You've got me dreaming about you. Thoughts of you invade my mind every second of every day. I can't help it... you have become a part of my world and it scares me because I haven't depended on anyone in a long time. I would trust you with everything .... I do trust you with everything I am and I pray to God that you never do anything to make me regret it. Yes, now I can honestly say that I love you and will always love you because you got past my defenses and made it to that special place located at the core of my soul.
i love you so much langga..and your are my reason for everything....
a dreamer's kiss
A simple kissA tender kiss
A tasty little kiss
It's all I want
It's all I need
It's all I ever dream
To have your tongue
Inside my mouth
To share your every breath
To suck your lips
And share your love
Would ever be so grand
To have our lips embrace
To hold you in my arms
To have your body
Pressed next to mine
Would truly be divine
Just a kiss
A simple kiss
A tender kiss
It's all I ever dream
Monday, January 15, 2007
friendship galore...
My Friend
When you are sad,I will get you drunk and help you plot revenge against the evil bastard who made you sad.
When you are blue, ... I'll try to dislodge whatever is choking you.
When you smile, ... I'll know you finally got laid.
When you are scared, ... I will take the piss about it every chance I get.
When you are worried, ... I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be and to quit whining.
When you are confused, ... I will use little words to explain it to your dumb ass.
When you are sick, ... Stay the hell away from me until you're well again. I don't want whatever you have.
When you fall, ... I will point and laugh at you.
This is my oath, ...I pledge till the end.
Why you may ask? Because you're my friend !
When you are sad,I will get you drunk and help you plot revenge against the evil bastard who made you sad.
When you are blue, ... I'll try to dislodge whatever is choking you.
When you smile, ... I'll know you finally got laid.
When you are scared, ... I will take the piss about it every chance I get.
When you are worried, ... I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be and to quit whining.
When you are confused, ... I will use little words to explain it to your dumb ass.
When you are sick, ... Stay the hell away from me until you're well again. I don't want whatever you have.
When you fall, ... I will point and laugh at you.
This is my oath, ...I pledge till the end.
Why you may ask? Because you're my friend !
Sunday, January 14, 2007
the parachute!!!!
Charles Plumb was a U.S. Navy jet pilot in Vietnam. After 75 combat missions, his plane was destroyed by a surface-to-air missile. Plumb ejected and parachuted into enemy hands. He was captured and spent 6 years in a communist Vietnamese prison. He survived the ordeal and now lectures on lessons learned from that experience.
One day, when Plumb and his wife were sitting in a restaurant, a man at another table came upand said, You're Plumb! You flew jet fighters in Vietnam from the aircraft carrier Kitty Hawk. You were shot down!
How in the world did you know that? asked Plumb. I packed your parachute, the man replied.Plumb gasped in surprise and gratitude. The man pumped his hand and said, I guess it worked!Plumb assured him, It sure did. If your chute hadn't worked, I wouldn't be here today.
Plumb couldn't sleep that night, thinking about that man. Plumb says, I kept wondering what he might have looked like in a Navy uniform: a white hat, a bib in the back, and bell-bottom trousers. I wonder how many times I might have seen him and not even said 'Good morning, how are you?' or anything because, you see, I was a fighter pilot and he was just a sailor. Plumb thought of the many hours the sailor had spent on a long wooden table in the bowels of the ship, carefully weaving the shrouds and folding the silks of each chute, holding in his hands each time the fate of someone he didn't know.
Now, Plumb asks his audience, Who's packing your parachute? Everyone has someone who provides what they need to make it through the day. Plumb also points out that he needed many kinds of parachutes when his plane was shot down over enemy territory - he needed his physical parachute, his mental parachute, his emotional parachute, and his spiritual parachute. He called on all these supports before reaching safety.
Sometimes in the daily challenges that life gives us, we miss what is really important. We may fail to say hello, please, or thank you, congratulate someone on something wonderful that has happened to them, give a compliment, or just do something nice for no reason.
One day, when Plumb and his wife were sitting in a restaurant, a man at another table came upand said, You're Plumb! You flew jet fighters in Vietnam from the aircraft carrier Kitty Hawk. You were shot down!
How in the world did you know that? asked Plumb. I packed your parachute, the man replied.Plumb gasped in surprise and gratitude. The man pumped his hand and said, I guess it worked!Plumb assured him, It sure did. If your chute hadn't worked, I wouldn't be here today.
Plumb couldn't sleep that night, thinking about that man. Plumb says, I kept wondering what he might have looked like in a Navy uniform: a white hat, a bib in the back, and bell-bottom trousers. I wonder how many times I might have seen him and not even said 'Good morning, how are you?' or anything because, you see, I was a fighter pilot and he was just a sailor. Plumb thought of the many hours the sailor had spent on a long wooden table in the bowels of the ship, carefully weaving the shrouds and folding the silks of each chute, holding in his hands each time the fate of someone he didn't know.
Now, Plumb asks his audience, Who's packing your parachute? Everyone has someone who provides what they need to make it through the day. Plumb also points out that he needed many kinds of parachutes when his plane was shot down over enemy territory - he needed his physical parachute, his mental parachute, his emotional parachute, and his spiritual parachute. He called on all these supports before reaching safety.
Sometimes in the daily challenges that life gives us, we miss what is really important. We may fail to say hello, please, or thank you, congratulate someone on something wonderful that has happened to them, give a compliment, or just do something nice for no reason.
sweets of nothing!!
Love is an Action
one thing to keep in mind though. LOVE IS AN ACTION. yes that's true. The "thing" that you feel in your heart, or the "feeling that starts at the bottom of your stomach" that is just mere attraction. It has nothing to do with love. Love only starts when you begin to DO things for a person. This does not include words. It starts when you are deciding whether to wake up 5 in the morning to make barley and delivering it to his or her house when he or she is sick OR when you sacrifice going for a party or a movie just to watch him or her study for his or her test. It is all about sacrifices.
Love is a Promise
Another thing that people in love tend to forget. Being together does not mean that one must not be attracted to the other for his or her whole life. You will meet many people, some of whom you will have an immense attraction for. Who knows, things might work out between the two of you. But when you are together with someone else, you made a promise. And that is what differentiates two people having feelings for each other and actually loving the other.
Love means Sacrificing Sometimes
The third thing to keep in mind is that the truth is you are attracted to a HUMAN BEING. There are bound to be differences between the two of you. That includes different ways of handling problems. You need to keep this in mind when working out problems. It is always almost impossible for one end to come to a complete sacrifice. The two parties in the relationship must come together to a compromise. This involves each party to sacrifice a little but isn't this what love is all about?
one thing to keep in mind though. LOVE IS AN ACTION. yes that's true. The "thing" that you feel in your heart, or the "feeling that starts at the bottom of your stomach" that is just mere attraction. It has nothing to do with love. Love only starts when you begin to DO things for a person. This does not include words. It starts when you are deciding whether to wake up 5 in the morning to make barley and delivering it to his or her house when he or she is sick OR when you sacrifice going for a party or a movie just to watch him or her study for his or her test. It is all about sacrifices.
Love is a Promise
Another thing that people in love tend to forget. Being together does not mean that one must not be attracted to the other for his or her whole life. You will meet many people, some of whom you will have an immense attraction for. Who knows, things might work out between the two of you. But when you are together with someone else, you made a promise. And that is what differentiates two people having feelings for each other and actually loving the other.
Love means Sacrificing Sometimes
The third thing to keep in mind is that the truth is you are attracted to a HUMAN BEING. There are bound to be differences between the two of you. That includes different ways of handling problems. You need to keep this in mind when working out problems. It is always almost impossible for one end to come to a complete sacrifice. The two parties in the relationship must come together to a compromise. This involves each party to sacrifice a little but isn't this what love is all about?
hottie on the loose!!!
"JOHNNY DEPP"
Born: 9 June 1963
Where: Owensboro, Kentucky, USA
Awards: 2 Oscar, 2 BAFTA and 6 Golden Globe nominations
Height: 5' 10"
Pirates Of The Caribbean 3 (2007)
Pirates Of The Caribbean: Dead Man's Chest (2006)
Tim Burton's Corpse Bride (voice) (2005)
Charlie And The Chocolate Factory (2005)
The Libertine (2004)
Finding Neverland (2004)
Secret Window (2004)
King Of The Hill (TV series, one episode, voice) (2004)
Ils Se Marierent Et Eurent Beaucoup D'Enfants (2004)
Once Upon a Time in Mexico (2003)
Pirates of the Caribbean: The Curse of the Black Pearl (2003)
Lost In La Mancha (documentary) (2003)
From Hell (2001)
Blow (2001)Chocolat (2000)
Before Night Falls (2000)
The Man Who Cried (2000)
Sleepy Hollow (1999)
The Astronaut's Wife (1999)
The 9th Gate (1999)
The Source (1999)
LA Without A Map (as himself, TV) (1998)
Fear And Loathing In Las Vegas (1998)
The Brave (1997)Donnie Brasco (1996)
The Cannes Man (as himself) (1996)
Dead Man (1995)
Nick Of Time (1995)
United States Of Poetry (TV series) (1995)
Don Juan DeMarco (1994)
Ed Wood (1994)
Arizona Dream (1993)
Benny And Joon (1993)
What's Eating Gilbert Grape? (1993)
Freddie's Dead: The Final Nightmare (1991)
Edward Scissorhands (1990)
Cry-Baby (1989)
21, Jump Street (TV series) (1987-90)
Slow Burn (TV) (1986)
Platoon (1986)
Private Resort (1985)
A Nightmare On Elm Street (1984)
second chances
Sometimes we get second chances
And sometimes we never make it past the first
It really makes you wonder why somethings happen when they do
It really makes me wonder why it wasn't me instead of you
And when you say
It doesn't matter well it does
And all it takesIs a mistake to eat your words
Just one more time I think I'll drive on home tonight
Sometimes we never see the warning
And the voice in your head tells you not to go
It really makes me wonder why somethings happen when they do
It really makes me wonder why it wasn't me instead of you
And when you say
It doesn't matter well it does
And all it takesIs a mistake to eat your words
Just one more time I think I'll drive on home tonight
And when you look its gone its too late to turn around
And it's another day facing yourself and the things that you've done
And when you say
It doesn't matter well it does
And all it takes Is a mistake to eat your words
Just one more time I think I'll drive on home tonight
Saturday, January 13, 2007
i hate you chocolate!!
There’s more to life than chocolate, but not right now.
PROBABLY WHY, I HATE CHOCOLATES!!!!
what the feeling is all about...
Love is something that is not easily explained. No one word can express it .And no one person feels the same about it. It’s waking up in the morning wanting to be with that one person
And going to bed feeling the same way. It’s knowing that you want to spend the rest of your life with him. And it's a feeling so great that no matter what anyone says will never be taken away .It’s crying every night when the one you love doesn’t love you back. It’s feeling that pain in your heart when you lose that one person. But to just hear those three little words come from his mouth, And actually know he means it That’s the best feeling in the world To know that someone loves you for you. And wants to be with you forever .Love is hard to find, and even harder to keep. It takes time and effort to keep it going. But you don’t mind because you would do anything in the world to keep it. It’s knowing that when you come home you’ll have someone to share your day with .It’s that last conversation of the night before you fall asleep .He’s the first one you want when you wake up. The only thing that’s on your mind all day, every day. It's knowing that someone’s always there for you to cry on .Someone’s always there for you to talk to about anything. And won’t judge you for that .It’s the person you feel the most comfortable with in the world .And to know that you have that .That you share that special bond with one other person .That’s the best feeling in the world. But when you lose that feeling .When you lose the only thing that ever mattered to you .It seems like life has no purpose, no point at all. You feel like you could just curl up and die .That nothing or no one else matters to you. And the only thing that you’ve ever wanted is now gone .And you will do anything to get him back, Because he’s worth it .You’ll try and try until one day you realize That things will never be the same again. Your love is still there, deep inside of you. So you try your best to just be friends, And it works for a while. But the feelings are still there And no matter how hard you try friend will never be good enough So you want to forget about him, but that’s even harder. There’s too many memories, to many good times to just forget. And no matter what you do, he’s always there .Everywhere you look, everything you do, every place you go, Every song you hear, every guy you see .Reminds you of him And you hope some day you’ll be back together. But until then there’s nothing you can do But sit and cry, to go through that pain when he talks about Another girl he likes, or how good his life is going .And that pain breaks your heart day after day .Tear after tear, until you have no mores tears to cry. Until you just get used to that hole in your heart that won’t go away, That pain that never leaves you. That lonely feeling that stays with you forever .And you may have other guys, but nothing or no one could ever compare, and you know that...
And going to bed feeling the same way. It’s knowing that you want to spend the rest of your life with him. And it's a feeling so great that no matter what anyone says will never be taken away .It’s crying every night when the one you love doesn’t love you back. It’s feeling that pain in your heart when you lose that one person. But to just hear those three little words come from his mouth, And actually know he means it That’s the best feeling in the world To know that someone loves you for you. And wants to be with you forever .Love is hard to find, and even harder to keep. It takes time and effort to keep it going. But you don’t mind because you would do anything in the world to keep it. It’s knowing that when you come home you’ll have someone to share your day with .It’s that last conversation of the night before you fall asleep .He’s the first one you want when you wake up. The only thing that’s on your mind all day, every day. It's knowing that someone’s always there for you to cry on .Someone’s always there for you to talk to about anything. And won’t judge you for that .It’s the person you feel the most comfortable with in the world .And to know that you have that .That you share that special bond with one other person .That’s the best feeling in the world. But when you lose that feeling .When you lose the only thing that ever mattered to you .It seems like life has no purpose, no point at all. You feel like you could just curl up and die .That nothing or no one else matters to you. And the only thing that you’ve ever wanted is now gone .And you will do anything to get him back, Because he’s worth it .You’ll try and try until one day you realize That things will never be the same again. Your love is still there, deep inside of you. So you try your best to just be friends, And it works for a while. But the feelings are still there And no matter how hard you try friend will never be good enough So you want to forget about him, but that’s even harder. There’s too many memories, to many good times to just forget. And no matter what you do, he’s always there .Everywhere you look, everything you do, every place you go, Every song you hear, every guy you see .Reminds you of him And you hope some day you’ll be back together. But until then there’s nothing you can do But sit and cry, to go through that pain when he talks about Another girl he likes, or how good his life is going .And that pain breaks your heart day after day .Tear after tear, until you have no mores tears to cry. Until you just get used to that hole in your heart that won’t go away, That pain that never leaves you. That lonely feeling that stays with you forever .And you may have other guys, but nothing or no one could ever compare, and you know that...
he's all i want
We've long said our goodbyes, him and me.
It was painful to let him go, but to keep going with him was stupid still.
I've long buried the memories of nights that we spent together
Long forgotten the kisses, or the hugs
Long buried the passion that has engulfed me so much.
We went on and proceeded with our individual lives
Like as if he never stepped foot, as if i've never even met him.
Men have come and go after him
All of them with something to give, but i sadly i figured--
Not quite the lovely things I've liked about him.
But so we agreed to move on, we have closed the doors
And to forget him is something i promised to do.
But then on this one fine night, our paths crossed again
And we just can't seem to avoid giving that fleeting glance
Amongst the throng of the crowd he gave me that one look
And then i remembered all I had with him, that was all it took.
In that moment of delirium i totally caved in
To memories I thought to have died deep, deep within.
I remember the nights i spent with him then.
Remember the childish laughs and asinine remarks
Remember the brainy arguments that would seemingly make him tick.
Remember his passionate love for the beauty he found behind the lens
Remember that i too, share the same love for that beauty
Probably not as much as i share that love with anyone else.
And then at that moment, i just can't forget.
Can't forget the unorthodox beauty of his thin physique
How i normally don't go for that, but with him, i once did.
Can't forget about that strange, stringy laughter
Which always seemed like music to my weary ears.
Can't forget that one long stroll at that abandoned park
How he held my hand as we traipsed around in the dark.
And I've come to realize that i can't let go of memories..
Can't let go of the way that he kissed
And how he would react the moment i returned it....
Can't let go of the memory of the stares he loved to give
And how it always made me smile when he did this....
And lastly--
Can't let go of the lovely words he once whispered to my ears
And of how he would make everything seem so real
That we would be each other's own, that I could eventually be everything he would come to feel.
And then my thoughts snapped back into that one fine night
I shook my head, and said a silent prayer of thanks
To the Lord up above who has helped me deal with the hurt
And made me realize what really matters the most.
But in my heart of hearts, I looked at the boy and then knew
That despite the imperfections and the hurt, despite the past...
He was, and still is, everything that I want.
I'd let go of everything in the world should he want me to
I'd give it all if it meant having him perfectly whole.
But I snapped out, bowed my head to that final resolution
That I promised, and I will do so, let the boy go.
Yes, he is everything that I want.
But he is nothing at all that I need.
It was painful to let him go, but to keep going with him was stupid still.
I've long buried the memories of nights that we spent together
Long forgotten the kisses, or the hugs
Long buried the passion that has engulfed me so much.
We went on and proceeded with our individual lives
Like as if he never stepped foot, as if i've never even met him.
Men have come and go after him
All of them with something to give, but i sadly i figured--
Not quite the lovely things I've liked about him.
But so we agreed to move on, we have closed the doors
And to forget him is something i promised to do.
But then on this one fine night, our paths crossed again
And we just can't seem to avoid giving that fleeting glance
Amongst the throng of the crowd he gave me that one look
And then i remembered all I had with him, that was all it took.
In that moment of delirium i totally caved in
To memories I thought to have died deep, deep within.
I remember the nights i spent with him then.
Remember the childish laughs and asinine remarks
Remember the brainy arguments that would seemingly make him tick.
Remember his passionate love for the beauty he found behind the lens
Remember that i too, share the same love for that beauty
Probably not as much as i share that love with anyone else.
And then at that moment, i just can't forget.
Can't forget the unorthodox beauty of his thin physique
How i normally don't go for that, but with him, i once did.
Can't forget about that strange, stringy laughter
Which always seemed like music to my weary ears.
Can't forget that one long stroll at that abandoned park
How he held my hand as we traipsed around in the dark.
And I've come to realize that i can't let go of memories..
Can't let go of the way that he kissed
And how he would react the moment i returned it....
Can't let go of the memory of the stares he loved to give
And how it always made me smile when he did this....
And lastly--
Can't let go of the lovely words he once whispered to my ears
And of how he would make everything seem so real
That we would be each other's own, that I could eventually be everything he would come to feel.
And then my thoughts snapped back into that one fine night
I shook my head, and said a silent prayer of thanks
To the Lord up above who has helped me deal with the hurt
And made me realize what really matters the most.
But in my heart of hearts, I looked at the boy and then knew
That despite the imperfections and the hurt, despite the past...
He was, and still is, everything that I want.
I'd let go of everything in the world should he want me to
I'd give it all if it meant having him perfectly whole.
But I snapped out, bowed my head to that final resolution
That I promised, and I will do so, let the boy go.
Yes, he is everything that I want.
But he is nothing at all that I need.
Friday, January 12, 2007
my world...coz u are...,
right this very moment..i totally miss my dad..havent seen him for 3 days...before he left the city, we had a bitter argument..entirely dreadful.some issues with my life that more or less has really got him so upset and worried about which for me was absolutely out of the line.we shouted at each other inside the car during that heavy rainy day.and too my distress, i went out of the car and slammed the door.but as i was walking far away from him, i was crying like burning hell.i was guilty that i fought with him.i am not used of brawling especially with my dad. its because i grew up with him and he was the one who raised me up.the one that supported me all the way,gave me everything that i want even drops his last 1 peso just to buy me my rubberband..he never left me by my side.he defends me all the time.if my classmates in school try to bully me, i'd go home crying like a pig telling my dad what had happen to me back at school and the next day? he'd scold at the kid who swaggered me..he sends and picks me up in school in my whole 19 yrs of living..and until now, my dad wouldnt miss any chance of watching me and my band everytime we perform.like what he told me,his my number one fan.i could still remember when i was 4 yrs old when i enrolled in A.Salonga across Sto.Nino.he was always inside the room with me and my teacher so that he could hear me sing.i spent almost 6 yrs in Salonga and of korz my dad still inside the room with me.hahaha..at 5 he brings me to his basketball games and practices.and he taught me how to play basketball.thats why at an early age, i was able to learn immediately playing the sport.he was my greatest influence.back in his college years,he was a varsity player of the UV LAncers.one of the toughest and unbeatable teams of all time.played for commercial games and even before there was no PBA yet,he played for MICAA..he was one great basketball dick.as i was growing up, i have this minimal actions of being boyish..coz of the way i wear,act,walk,talk and i prefer playing boys toys than combing and dressing up barbie dolls.i was not ur ordinary princess..coz id rather be the frog and be kissed by any princess.and until now,i still play basketball hard and tough even if things within me have already changed.
my dad?taught me how to drive at the age of 9 with our vintage jeepney..with a big axe and showel at both sides of our ride.but the worst of what the good gave me, my mom made me her driver..shit....but its ok..i enjoyed driving and i love to just stir the wheel and drive...haha..bucke up!!
my dad??everytime i see my name posted on the wall and be labeled as one of the top students of our class and not to mention in our school, damn you'd see him jump high..as high as a kangaroo would..he treats me out for lunch and dinner all the time..boulevard the best..thats in capitol right?when i had my first menstruation on my 6thgrade, he was at manila that time.and with all my excitement, i called and told him the good news and he cried.you see, at the time i was born until my 6th grade, we go to shower together..even if i already have thick pubic hairs, i wasnt shy at all..why would i?
everytime i get hurt or someone would hurt me or breaks my heart, his always the first guy to cry with me..i cry,he cries,i laugh,he laughs..coz i am always open to my dad about my love life.and he never stops me from having relationships with a guy..at least with a guy..hahaha...seriously, everytime i tell him that someone's courting me or im interested of being in a relationship, he never fails to give me advices and even encourages me.everytime i feel drinking, i'd wake him up at the middle of the night and accompanies me to the nearest starmart and drink red horse with me..one time,i had an arguement with my current bf, when i just cried inside my room when he then entered and asked me if id wanna go out with him and drink.and i know that he knows that i was problematic that time.we went to outpost and drank.like what everybody says...:im my dad's lil spolied brat frog!"
everytime......is always the time when i have every time in this world to spend it with my dad...
thats why im really so sorry about what i did to him three days ago.i was such a fuck.mean and stubborn...i shouldnt have done that..i should have listen to him and understood him...and now, im thinking on how will i ever make eveyrthing up for him...i love my dad so much,,,id lose everything that i have right now(even my mom!hahaha), but not my dad...his my life and my world....i love pa!!!
my dad?taught me how to drive at the age of 9 with our vintage jeepney..with a big axe and showel at both sides of our ride.but the worst of what the good gave me, my mom made me her driver..shit....but its ok..i enjoyed driving and i love to just stir the wheel and drive...haha..bucke up!!
my dad??everytime i see my name posted on the wall and be labeled as one of the top students of our class and not to mention in our school, damn you'd see him jump high..as high as a kangaroo would..he treats me out for lunch and dinner all the time..boulevard the best..thats in capitol right?when i had my first menstruation on my 6thgrade, he was at manila that time.and with all my excitement, i called and told him the good news and he cried.you see, at the time i was born until my 6th grade, we go to shower together..even if i already have thick pubic hairs, i wasnt shy at all..why would i?
everytime i get hurt or someone would hurt me or breaks my heart, his always the first guy to cry with me..i cry,he cries,i laugh,he laughs..coz i am always open to my dad about my love life.and he never stops me from having relationships with a guy..at least with a guy..hahaha...seriously, everytime i tell him that someone's courting me or im interested of being in a relationship, he never fails to give me advices and even encourages me.everytime i feel drinking, i'd wake him up at the middle of the night and accompanies me to the nearest starmart and drink red horse with me..one time,i had an arguement with my current bf, when i just cried inside my room when he then entered and asked me if id wanna go out with him and drink.and i know that he knows that i was problematic that time.we went to outpost and drank.like what everybody says...:im my dad's lil spolied brat frog!"
everytime......is always the time when i have every time in this world to spend it with my dad...
thats why im really so sorry about what i did to him three days ago.i was such a fuck.mean and stubborn...i shouldnt have done that..i should have listen to him and understood him...and now, im thinking on how will i ever make eveyrthing up for him...i love my dad so much,,,id lose everything that i have right now(even my mom!hahaha), but not my dad...his my life and my world....i love pa!!!
Thursday, January 11, 2007
playing innocent....neh...dont need to!
pulis the puuuleeezzzzz..bwahahaha......of korz im proud to be engaged...i bet you want to be engaged one of these days hunnie..if you were not too blind and stupid that you already have fallen in love with ur ex as to those times that you wer still together,then i bet you'd feel the same way like i do..
oh....we dont need education...what we need is inspiration....and dont worry deary...di btaw na mudagan ang skewlahan....kapoy lng sah..im too young to hurry things up...and i aint afraid even if i dont finish my studies...at least i have everyone and everything that i want in life....oh puuleeezzzz...dont be such a plastic insolent jerk......as if your happy but u arent....
yeah i smoke weed..and i dont care if you dont....as if youre the one whos buying me my sensi gal....family background??hahai...di nalang nako isa isahun ug butang ang profile sa ako family kay masilaw nya ka....hahahahahaha...
hahai..enough with this shit...ching is like beside me right now telling me how a shitface like you turns out to be dull and stupid...edukada mn ta daw ka pero ur such a pathetic murmuring moron...mupatol mn ka sa di edukada...
bubhye.....
oh....we dont need education...what we need is inspiration....and dont worry deary...di btaw na mudagan ang skewlahan....kapoy lng sah..im too young to hurry things up...and i aint afraid even if i dont finish my studies...at least i have everyone and everything that i want in life....oh puuleeezzzz...dont be such a plastic insolent jerk......as if your happy but u arent....
yeah i smoke weed..and i dont care if you dont....as if youre the one whos buying me my sensi gal....family background??hahai...di nalang nako isa isahun ug butang ang profile sa ako family kay masilaw nya ka....hahahahahaha...
hahai..enough with this shit...ching is like beside me right now telling me how a shitface like you turns out to be dull and stupid...edukada mn ta daw ka pero ur such a pathetic murmuring moron...mupatol mn ka sa di edukada...
bubhye.....
hahahaha...dakak baby!!!!bleh!
well i think thats enough for you to say that i was just in lapu2 .hahaha.. all uve seen now is dakak baby!!!!!!!!!!!hahahaha...bleh...screw you.....and oh by the way...your'e so feeler grabeh....it isnt my ex who keeps on checkin on ur friendster dear....its us...just so laughin everythin about you...and oh the blog??it wasnt my idea to post it...it was ur x's idea...deary...your like a dog barking on the wrong tree.dont be too proud of yourself coz thats so stupid when everyone thinks that ur just a pussyhead over a dicks helmet...
P.S:
dakak is pretty expensive dear and its really far from dipolog...the manager of the resort is my auntie..if you wanna check the place out,just message me...ill give you a discount....hahahahaha..is 3,000 per night fine with you?i dont think so....hahahahaha...
and oh by the way hunnie,,...i aint insecure no more..dear im engaged to your ex...so beat the crap and stop calling me an insecure slut coz that would scare me no good.....hahahaha......hell yeah.....you maybe prettier than me but i just couldnt get the fuckin fact until now.....why he replaced you over on some lame and ugly bitch like me.....so extraordinarily pathetic....im happy with my life dear......hope you are too....bless!!
the notebook
Duke: I am no one special. Just a common man with common thoughts. There are no monuments dedicated to me and my name will soon be forgotten. But in one respect I have succeeded as gloriously as anyone who ever lived. I've loved another with all my heart and soul and for me that has always been enough.
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Harry: I keep trying to die but they won't let me.
Duke: Well, you can't have everything.
Allie: What happens if a car comes?
Noah: You die.
Allie: What!?
Noah: Just relax. Just trust. You need to learn how to trust.
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Duke [reading]: Southern summers are indifferent to the trials of young love. Armed with warnings and doubts Noah and Allie gave a remarkably convincing portrayal of a boy and a girl travelling down a very long road with no regard for the consequences.
Duke [reading]: It was an improbable romance. He was a country boy. She was from the city. She had the world at her feet while he didn't have two dimes to rub together.
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Noah: All it needs is a new floor and walls and roof.
Allie: Is that all?
Noah: And plumbing and electrical.
Allie: And some furniture.
Noah: Yeah, and some furniture. But it's right on the water and there's also a barn up there. I could turn that into my work shop.
Allie: Well what about me? Now don't I get any say in this?
Noah: You want a say in this?
Allie: Yes I would.
Noah: What do you want?
Allie: I want a white house with blue shutters and a room overlooking the river so I can paint.
Noah: Anything else?
Allie: Yes! I want a big ole porch wrapped around the whole house. We can drink tea and watch the sun go down.
Noah: Ok.
Allie: You promise?
Noah: Uh huh. Promise.
Allie: Good!
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Mrs. Hamilton: I didn't spend 17 years of my life raising a daughter and giving her EVERYTHING so she can throw it away on a summer romance.
Allie: Daddy!
Mrs. Hamilton: She'll wind up either heart broken or pregnant. Now he's a nice boy. He's a nice boy but he's -
Allie: What!? He's what!?
Mrs. Hamilton: Trashy! Trash! Trash! He's not for you!
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Duke [reading]: Summer romances end for all kinds of reason. But, when all is said and done, they ahve one thing in common - they are shooting stars, a spectacular moment of light in the heavens, a fleeting glimpse of eternity and in a flash they are gone.
Duke [reading]: She agreed with all her heart but couldn't understand why, at the moment she said yes, Noah's face came to mind. [In response to Lon asking her to marry him]
Duke [reading]: In time Noah finished the house. He took a good look at what he had accomplished, got rip roaring dunk for 10 days, thought seriously about setting it on fire, then finally decided to put the house up for sale.
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Allie: Why are you looking at me like that?
Noah: Just a memory. [drinks beer] This room.
Allie: It was real wasn't it? You and me. Such a long time ago we were just a couple of kids. We really loved each other didn't we? I should go.
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Allie: And you really did it.
Noah: What?
Allie: Everything. The house. It's beautiful what you did.
Noah: Well I promised you that I would.
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Allie: Why didn't you write me? Why!? It wasn't over for me. I waited for you for seven years. And now it's too late!
Noah: I wrote you 365 letters. I wrote you every day for a year.
Allie: You wrote me?
Noah: Yes! It wasn't over. Still isn't over. [kisses her]
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Noah: You're bored! You're bored and you know it! You wouldn't be here if there weren't something missing.
Allie: You arrogant son of a bitch!
Noah: Would you just stay with me?
Allie: Stay with you? What for? Look at us, we are already fighting.
Noah: Well that's what we do. We fight. You tell me when I'm being an arrogant son of a bitch and I tell you when you are being a pain in the ass. Which you are 99% of the time. I'm not afraid to hurt your feelings. You have like a two second rebound rate and yoru back do doing the next pain in the ass thing.
Allie: So what.Noah: So it's not going to be easy. It's going to be really hard. And we're going to have to work at this every day. But I want to do that because I want you. I want all of you, forever, every day.
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Noah: What do you want? What do you want?
Allie: It's not that simple.
Noah: What do you want? Goddamit, what do you want?
Allie: It's not that simple.
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Noah: The best love is the kind that awakens the soul; that makes us reach for more, that plants the fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds. That's what I hope to give you forever.
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Allie: Wow, so many pills - how sick are you?
Noah: Sickness has become a relative term for me. I think of it now as more of a wearing out process.
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Allie: I need to ask you something.
Noah: What is it sweetheart?
Allie: Do you think that our love can create miracles?
Noah: Yes I do. That's what brings you back to me each time.
Allie: Do you think our love can take us away together?
Noah: I think our love can do anything we want it to.
Allie: I love you.Noah: I love you Allie.
Allie: Good night.
Noah: Good night. I'll be seeing you.
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" i Love you" in diff. languages..
Afrikaans : Ek is lief vir jou Ek het jou lief
Albanian : Te dua
Amharic : Afekrishalehou
Arabic : Ana Behibak (to a male) Ana Behibek (to a female)
Basc : Nere Maitea
Bavarian : I mog di narrisch gern
Bengali : Ami tomAy bhAlobAshi
Berber : Lakh tirikh
Bicol : Namumutan ta ka
Bulgarian : Obicham te
Cambodian : kh_nhaum soro_lahn nhee_ah Bon sro lanh oon
Cantonese : Ngo oi ney
Catalan : T'estim (mallorcan) T'estime (valencian) T'estimo (catalonian) T'estim molt (I love you a lot)
Chinese : Wo ie ni (Manderin, Cantonese)
Croatian : Volim te (most common), or Ja te volim (less common)
Czech : miluji te
Danish : Jeg elsker dig
Dutch : Ik hou van jou
Estonian : Mina armastan sind
Esperanto : Mi amas vin
Persian (Farsi) : tora dust midaram
Flemish : Ik zie oe geerne
Finnish : Mina" rakastan sinua
French : Je t'aime
Friesian : Ik bin fereale op dy Ik ha^ld fan dy (Most commonly used phrase) (the ^ is above the a)
Gaelic : Ta gra agam ort
German : Ich liebe Dich I mog Di ganz arg! (Suebian: South German dialekt.)
Greek : S' ayapo
Gujarati(a dialect of India) "Tane Prem Karoo Choo"
Hausa : Ina sonki
Hebrew : aNEE oHEIVET oTKHA (female to male) aNEE oHEIV otAKH (male to female) Ani ohev at (man to woman) Ani ohevet atah (woman to man)
Hindi: Mein Tumse Pyar Karta Hoon
Hokkien : Wa ai lu
Hopi : Nu' umi unangwa'ta
Hungarian : Szeretlek te'ged
Icelandic : ?g elska ßig
Indonesian : Saya cinta padamu Saya Cinta Kamu Aku tjinta padamu Saja kasih saudari
Italian : Ti amo
Irish : taim i' ngra leat
Japanese : Kimi o ai shiteru
Kazakh : Men seny jaksy kuremyn
Kiswahili : Nakupenda
Korean : Tangsinul sarang ha yo
Kurdish : Ez te hezdikhem
Latin : Te amo Vos amo
Lao : Khoi huk chau
Latvian : Es Tev milu
Lingala : Nalingi yo
Lithuanian: Ash miliu tave
Luo : Aheri
Madrid lingo : Me molas, tronca
Malay/Indonesian : Saya cintakan awak(awak=kamu=you) Aku sayang engkau (engkau=kamu=you)
Malay : Saya cintamu Saya sayangmu
Maltese: Inhobbok!
Mandarin : Wo ai ni
Mohawk : Konoronhkwa
Navajo : Ayor anosh'ni
Ndebele : Niyakutanda
Norwegian : Jeg elsker deg (Bokmaal) Eg elskar deg (Nynorsk)
Pakistani : Muje se mu habbat hai
Persian : Tora dost daram
Pilipino : Mahal Kita Iniibig Kita
Polish : Ja Cie Kocham or Kocham Cie (Pronounced Yacha kocham)
Portuguese : Eu te amo
Romanian : Te iu besc
Russian : Ya lyublyu tebya Ya vas lyublyu
Scot Gaelic : Tha gra\dh agam ort
Serbian : Volim te (most common), or Ja te volim" (less common)
Shona : Ndinokuda
Sioux : Techihhila
Slovak : lubim ta
Slovene : ljubim te (??????)
Spanish : Te amo
Swahili : Nakupenda
Swedish : Jag a"lskar dig
Swiss-German : Ch'ha di ga"rn
Tagalog : Mahal kita
Taiwanese : Gwa ai lee
Thai : Phom Rak Khun Ch'an Rak Khun
Tunisian : Ha eh bak
Turkish : Seni seviyorum!
Urdu : Mujhe tumse muhabbat hai
Vietnamese : Anh ye^u em (man to woman) Em ye^u anh (woman to man) Toi yeu em
Vlaams : Ik hou van jou
Welsh : 'Rwy'n dy garu di. Yr wyf i yn dy garu di (chwi)
Yiddish : Ikh hob dikh lib
Zazi : Ezhele hezdege (sp?)
Zuni : Tom ho' ichema
Albanian : Te dua
Amharic : Afekrishalehou
Arabic : Ana Behibak (to a male) Ana Behibek (to a female)
Basc : Nere Maitea
Bavarian : I mog di narrisch gern
Bengali : Ami tomAy bhAlobAshi
Berber : Lakh tirikh
Bicol : Namumutan ta ka
Bulgarian : Obicham te
Cambodian : kh_nhaum soro_lahn nhee_ah Bon sro lanh oon
Cantonese : Ngo oi ney
Catalan : T'estim (mallorcan) T'estime (valencian) T'estimo (catalonian) T'estim molt (I love you a lot)
Chinese : Wo ie ni (Manderin, Cantonese)
Croatian : Volim te (most common), or Ja te volim (less common)
Czech : miluji te
Danish : Jeg elsker dig
Dutch : Ik hou van jou
Estonian : Mina armastan sind
Esperanto : Mi amas vin
Persian (Farsi) : tora dust midaram
Flemish : Ik zie oe geerne
Finnish : Mina" rakastan sinua
French : Je t'aime
Friesian : Ik bin fereale op dy Ik ha^ld fan dy (Most commonly used phrase) (the ^ is above the a)
Gaelic : Ta gra agam ort
German : Ich liebe Dich I mog Di ganz arg! (Suebian: South German dialekt.)
Greek : S' ayapo
Gujarati(a dialect of India) "Tane Prem Karoo Choo"
Hausa : Ina sonki
Hebrew : aNEE oHEIVET oTKHA (female to male) aNEE oHEIV otAKH (male to female) Ani ohev at (man to woman) Ani ohevet atah (woman to man)
Hindi: Mein Tumse Pyar Karta Hoon
Hokkien : Wa ai lu
Hopi : Nu' umi unangwa'ta
Hungarian : Szeretlek te'ged
Icelandic : ?g elska ßig
Indonesian : Saya cinta padamu Saya Cinta Kamu Aku tjinta padamu Saja kasih saudari
Italian : Ti amo
Irish : taim i' ngra leat
Japanese : Kimi o ai shiteru
Kazakh : Men seny jaksy kuremyn
Kiswahili : Nakupenda
Korean : Tangsinul sarang ha yo
Kurdish : Ez te hezdikhem
Latin : Te amo Vos amo
Lao : Khoi huk chau
Latvian : Es Tev milu
Lingala : Nalingi yo
Lithuanian: Ash miliu tave
Luo : Aheri
Madrid lingo : Me molas, tronca
Malay/Indonesian : Saya cintakan awak(awak=kamu=you) Aku sayang engkau (engkau=kamu=you)
Malay : Saya cintamu Saya sayangmu
Maltese: Inhobbok!
Mandarin : Wo ai ni
Mohawk : Konoronhkwa
Navajo : Ayor anosh'ni
Ndebele : Niyakutanda
Norwegian : Jeg elsker deg (Bokmaal) Eg elskar deg (Nynorsk)
Pakistani : Muje se mu habbat hai
Persian : Tora dost daram
Pilipino : Mahal Kita Iniibig Kita
Polish : Ja Cie Kocham or Kocham Cie (Pronounced Yacha kocham)
Portuguese : Eu te amo
Romanian : Te iu besc
Russian : Ya lyublyu tebya Ya vas lyublyu
Scot Gaelic : Tha gra\dh agam ort
Serbian : Volim te (most common), or Ja te volim" (less common)
Shona : Ndinokuda
Sioux : Techihhila
Slovak : lubim ta
Slovene : ljubim te (??????)
Spanish : Te amo
Swahili : Nakupenda
Swedish : Jag a"lskar dig
Swiss-German : Ch'ha di ga"rn
Tagalog : Mahal kita
Taiwanese : Gwa ai lee
Thai : Phom Rak Khun Ch'an Rak Khun
Tunisian : Ha eh bak
Turkish : Seni seviyorum!
Urdu : Mujhe tumse muhabbat hai
Vietnamese : Anh ye^u em (man to woman) Em ye^u anh (woman to man) Toi yeu em
Vlaams : Ik hou van jou
Welsh : 'Rwy'n dy garu di. Yr wyf i yn dy garu di (chwi)
Yiddish : Ikh hob dikh lib
Zazi : Ezhele hezdege (sp?)
Zuni : Tom ho' ichema
slap that string baby!
i have always been a frustrated bass guitarist...but my love for music never stopped me from learning on how to play the instrument..aside from singing, i wanted to play the bass too..and right now, im grateful that somehow my patience paid off....i just love playing the bass specially listening to reggae songs...and now..im planning to buy my own bass guitar and saving money for it...specially the fender jazz guitar...love it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
survey...for my blog!
1. talk to a boy/girl you like today?.
-yep...the whole morning and half of the afternoon..hehe
2. realize anything new?
-nice flow with my love life..
3. talk to an ex?
-nope...never..
4. miss someone?
-yep..my dad..
5. slept in your bed?
-never slept on my bed for a long time.ngadto nmn ko mu sleep ila ching every night.
6. saw you cry?
-everyone whos close to me!
7. you went to the movies with?
-nope..havent watch a movie in a long time nsd..
8. went to the mall with you?.
-ching the other day!
9. you said "i love you" to and meantit?
-my parents and ching
10. that made you laugh?
-andre( ching's 6 yr old cousin this afternoon lng..ako mn gipatulog gnina human namu lunch)
12. called you in the middle of thenight?
-none...
13. do you have a crush on someone?
-yep..sked besa of urbal
14. what book are you reading?
-the notebook by nicolas sparks.just cant get enough of the movie..
15. best feeling in the world?
-contentment...
16. favorite location?
-white sand beaches!
17. piercing/tattoos?
6 pairs..1 tattoo!
18. what are you most scared of rightnow?
-loosing someone that i love so much!
19. where do you want to get married?
- church of korz nahala di engrande..nahan sd ko sa sea shore..
20. who do you really hate?
-taryn tan ug junna!
21. does anyone hate you?
-of korz..and im so proud of myself that i made their lives so miserable..bwahaha!(evil laugh)
22. do you like being around people?
-nope..too tight ti handle..
23. have you ever cried?
-of korz.just this afternoon..gikasab-an ko ching..
i24. are you lonely right now?
-nope.have my bro with me!
25. song stuck in your head right now?
i must say goodbye by bambu spliff!
26. been on radio/TV?
-yup..i was once a dj..
28. ever liked someone who treated youlike crap?
-shit..how wud u like someone who treats u like a rat!
29. how many beds did you lay onyesterday?
-one..ching's bed..
30. what color shirt are you wearing?
-yellow!
31. name three things that you doevery day?
- be with ching
-eat
-sing
32. how much cash do you have on youright now?
-secret pra bibo!
34. when was the last time you sawyour dad?
-2 days ago..
35. who got you to join friendster?
- mmm...media i guess..
36. what did you have for dinner lastnight?
-nah daghn..we went to da vinci and ate spicy shawarma,went to big gerry's and ate pork sisig and liempo.went home at ching's place and ate chicken wings..
39. what web site do you visit themost?
-friendster,myspace,blogspot.com
40. do you have plants in your room?
-hahaha...weed..
41. does anything hurt on your bodyright now?
-my eyes...huhuhu
42. when was the last time you had aride?where?
-this afternoon lng...went home..taxi!
43. what's your favorite starbucksdrink?
-cafe latte
44. what are the 5 best smells ever?
-underarm ni ching..ganahn au ko mu suksok sa iya ilok..heheh
-my dad..iya jovan na perfume..
-ako mom who collects every perfume made in the world..name it and she has it...
-victoria secret..
-ching's feet..yucks.hahaha
-yep...the whole morning and half of the afternoon..hehe
2. realize anything new?
-nice flow with my love life..
3. talk to an ex?
-nope...never..
4. miss someone?
-yep..my dad..
5. slept in your bed?
-never slept on my bed for a long time.ngadto nmn ko mu sleep ila ching every night.
6. saw you cry?
-everyone whos close to me!
7. you went to the movies with?
-nope..havent watch a movie in a long time nsd..
8. went to the mall with you?.
-ching the other day!
9. you said "i love you" to and meantit?
-my parents and ching
10. that made you laugh?
-andre( ching's 6 yr old cousin this afternoon lng..ako mn gipatulog gnina human namu lunch)
12. called you in the middle of thenight?
-none...
13. do you have a crush on someone?
-yep..sked besa of urbal
14. what book are you reading?
-the notebook by nicolas sparks.just cant get enough of the movie..
15. best feeling in the world?
-contentment...
16. favorite location?
-white sand beaches!
17. piercing/tattoos?
6 pairs..1 tattoo!
18. what are you most scared of rightnow?
-loosing someone that i love so much!
19. where do you want to get married?
- church of korz nahala di engrande..nahan sd ko sa sea shore..
20. who do you really hate?
-taryn tan ug junna!
21. does anyone hate you?
-of korz..and im so proud of myself that i made their lives so miserable..bwahaha!(evil laugh)
22. do you like being around people?
-nope..too tight ti handle..
23. have you ever cried?
-of korz.just this afternoon..gikasab-an ko ching..
i24. are you lonely right now?
-nope.have my bro with me!
25. song stuck in your head right now?
i must say goodbye by bambu spliff!
26. been on radio/TV?
-yup..i was once a dj..
28. ever liked someone who treated youlike crap?
-shit..how wud u like someone who treats u like a rat!
29. how many beds did you lay onyesterday?
-one..ching's bed..
30. what color shirt are you wearing?
-yellow!
31. name three things that you doevery day?
- be with ching
-eat
-sing
32. how much cash do you have on youright now?
-secret pra bibo!
34. when was the last time you sawyour dad?
-2 days ago..
35. who got you to join friendster?
- mmm...media i guess..
36. what did you have for dinner lastnight?
-nah daghn..we went to da vinci and ate spicy shawarma,went to big gerry's and ate pork sisig and liempo.went home at ching's place and ate chicken wings..
39. what web site do you visit themost?
-friendster,myspace,blogspot.com
40. do you have plants in your room?
-hahaha...weed..
41. does anything hurt on your bodyright now?
-my eyes...huhuhu
42. when was the last time you had aride?where?
-this afternoon lng...went home..taxi!
43. what's your favorite starbucksdrink?
-cafe latte
44. what are the 5 best smells ever?
-underarm ni ching..ganahn au ko mu suksok sa iya ilok..heheh
-my dad..iya jovan na perfume..
-ako mom who collects every perfume made in the world..name it and she has it...
-victoria secret..
-ching's feet..yucks.hahaha
THE TWO BITCHES IN MY LIFE! WHORES!!
TARYN TAN aka THE CHINESE-KAMASUTRA BITCH!!!
JUNNA aka SADAKO WHOREWednesday, January 10, 2007
greatest people that i heartily treasure!
Jan ( idol nko na drummer sa P 420..)
Zyra Lachica
Ruby Wade
Armel Soriano
Ate Happy
Ate Michelle
Prince(ambot mao bana spelling jud sa iya name..hehe)
James aka Coolie dread
Bea(uyab ni Mazen!)
ClongClong(uyab2x ever ni Langling)
Fedz(my ever dearest fashion Consultant)
Margaret (bestfriend pg CIC days)
Ruby(uyab ni prince na model sd na kauban nko sige butoy!hehe)
MOnaliza (dormate/rumate nko sa st.rita)
Langling( pinaka close nko na cousin sa father's side)
Tomas(summer intimate fling '06)
Jedaigong ( the clown of my life!)
Gracie ( sister ni ghia na limtanun..hehe)
Ghia ( ako bessy2x karun ug uyab ni coolie dread!)
Leah ( my partner sa pgpa sexy ug pa gwapa!)
Noella ( ako suoer miga na kung ma inlove grabeh ug kung masakitan grabeh pud..hehe)
Donna ( dean's lister sa amu barkada ug ako shoulder to cry on)
Andre and Mazen( cousins ni ching...ako mga pinalanggang laki!)
Kathleen ( younger sister ni ching..love you so much mam!)
Brian Ching ( the love of my life)
Gervin and Genard ( my 2 loving brothers)
Genaro and Bernarda ( my parents)
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