chit chats...this and that!!

one of my most blissful moments...dec 1 '06...gisugat namu ni ching together and december..ug gibiyaan na namu ang november together pud..i must say november?!?pinaka rocky nga month ever sa amu relationship..but hey.....look at us......getting stronger!!!!!!!!ill be leaving for mindanao today(dec 2 '06).ill be staying there for a month with my mom...ngadtoi nsad ko mgpa badlong..hahaha....saunz...so ill be terribly missing ching a lot and of korz my friends...hewllo..one month ra na oi..pero atay!mingaw sd bya..every year mn jud mi mg xmas didto..but naka lahi lng run na month kay sayo ko muadto...trip lng...money tripping..hehehe....ill be back here in cebu dec 28..8th monthsary na namu ni ching..dri mn jud mi cebu mg new year sd...plano mi na after new year,adto mi panglao..celebrate mi amu monthsary.bahala ug late...mgkita mn gihapon mi inig 29..tukar mn kuno sila ana..hehehe...

so mao na sya...chika galore...hahai....daghn happenings oi..bsta this week kay straight ko naa ila ching..ngadto ko ni puyo..hheheh....nice au oi..kay na close na anko iya mga silingan..then kaila nako sa iya mga friends..iya naman gni ko dal-un sa ila basketan kung mgduwa sya basketball..kaila nasad ang mga tao nako sa sindulan ky mao mn pirme kuyug ni ching..akong dagway pirme ga display sa sindulan..ganahan kay ko ngadto mupuyo oi kay malingaw ko sa mga tao..pakaging kaau..hahaha..mga stoners for life..heheheh.....

till my next blog kay wa pajud koy tugpa..gikan nsd ko ila ching then mga 6 am nko nauli then ng 8am nlng wa pakoy tugpa..hahai..insomia strikes again!!ahaha....hahai...mayta mgkita pami ching oi before ko mularga..huhuhuh....mingawun jud kos negra....huhuhuh...pero ok ra kay gabii ngkuyug mn mi..ngbonding mi kuyug iya cousin na arabu na sige lang ga bagulbol bahin sa iya uyab..hahaha....mazen jud...nagdula mi counter..lingawa namu oi...wa jud ka pildi ang mga amaw nako oi...hastang mga banga kaau!way challenge!hihihih....


sige...kay murag gihangos nkog type...ani jud ni bsta wa nay exercise...atay oi..nanambok jud ko.huhuh..ge lng...inig balik nko ..mashock lng nya mo!hahahaha..

meet the granny!!

NAME: ESTER CHING
AGE: 70+
BIRTHDATE:OCTOBER SOMETHING...(hehehe)
CODENAME: ETING


meet ester ching..i dont really wanna write a blog about her...but i guess shes starting to be one big heck of a special cast of my life...

she by the way is Negr'as grandma..but her apo's prefer calling her mama instead..the first time i met her was last june of this yr. but ian already keeps telling me stories about her the first month that we were already together as a couple..and that left me pretty damn hanging just so heedful and wanting to really meet her in person. i was always excited to meet her and ian's relatives. but ian's really a jerk...he wouldnt want me to meet up with his lola if there is no chance for me to cut my dreadlocks..hadlok lng sya basin naa masulti na lain iya lola about nko...and that made me think..as of why would she ever think of something soo way nonsense?i mean hello..this is me..even before she would ever meet me, ani najud ako hair..we found ourselves arguing about the hair issue...but then i cant do anything about it.i have always been that dying and too scraapy to see her.so with my dismay, i just gotta do what ian wants me to do with my hair..CUT IT!!!i was like crying hard while i was removing my dreadz...it has been around with me for 6months..just to meet up with ian's family,i made the biggest sacrifice of my life..but before i even met her.there was this incident that rattled and twaddled me like some thief getting caught by the police...when i received a text message that she got really sick and she had some breakdowns..it badgered me and got me freakish to the bones..u know what i did??the next day i went to GaisanoMactan and bought fruits....ganahan jud ta ko mu visit sa ila house kay i wanna know how she was already doing and feeling after that attack..but ian wouldnt permit me coming over in his place kay dreadz pmn jud ko ato..so instead of me going there to bring her the fruits that i bought for her,ako gi sabotage ang sister ni ian.i texted her na mu agi ko sa ila skina sa haws and ill just drop the basket of fruits sa iya..mao na ako gibuhat pag afternoon. then pila ka minutes,kathleen(ian's sister)texted me..na lipay au ila lola..gipatawag pa gni si ian kay nasuko iya lola na how come wala pajud kuno ko gipa ila ila ni ian sa ilaha..thats why ian txted me.he never knew a single thing of what i did to his lola..he was touched.ana sya na grbaeh daw ko ka caring..alangan..i lost my lolas in an early age and never had the chance to really hang out with them.so 2 days after..ian invited me over at his place..the time that i was really waiting to unravel.

the first time i saw her,first impression nako kay strict sya..isug mn gud naong..but then i can see in her face na malipayon mn sd sya..she may be old but she acts like shes not even 70.healthy pmn sya..and that day,we never had the time to really chat.at least na introduce najud ko db>heheh..then nasundan na dayun.sige nko adto ila..everytime naay occasion sa ila,they never fail to invite me.to be honest,until now hadlok gihpon ko sa lola nila.i mean..amb ot..maulaw lng jud siguro ko...

pero ngadto na nko na realize unsa sya ka nice ug caring when i got pregnant..ian told his lola about my pregnancy pg 1 month sa ako tummy.of coarse,what wud u expect from her reaction?mashock na malain jud dba?but then nigawas jud iya pgka mama ug lola...naluoy sya ni ian..she tried to make ian understand unsa ka dako ug obligation and responsibility ang dal-un ni ian..to tell you,when she knew about me getting preggy,we never really talked about it..the time when i knew that she already knew about it,di na au ko mag adtuan ila ian.i got scared.but then ian told me not to feel that way kay wa mn nasuko iya lola nko.it was like weeks past when ian invited me to eat dinner sa ila place kay it was his cousin's birthday.and by the way,ang nkabalo jud diay na preggy ko kay iya cousin,sister and iya lola.the rest of his relatives were blind about it.

i went to his place dinner time..nice au ang family ni ian.very accommodating..ang wife sa iya uncle ako rman distant relative so ok ra pud..mao to sya first meeting namu sa iya lola after pagkabalo nya na buros ko..and to my surprise..si mama eting ba ni!>!or lain lng...God..she was so generous and kind...sya maoy nag sukad ug food pra nko..iya ko gidala sa buffet table pra mka pick ko ug food...then he told ian na ngadto lng mi sa room nya mangaun..kay samuk sa ubos..ian and i were really shock but at the same time na touch au mi..lola eting cared despite of what happened.iya pajud ko gihatdan ug chocolate cake..so nice of her...

pero ang pinaka pissed jud ko sa iya kana lng jud manawag ko then mangita ko ni ian then usahay muandar ang katapolan ni mama,di nya ihatag nya mu rason nlng sya na wla si ian pero naa gud to kapoyan lng sya twag..hihihi..lagov au!she was so caring...she keeps asking ian kung kumusta nko..and iya mga advices and mga precautions pra nako ky buros ko iya ipatugon kang ian...

and now ngka dugay nami ni ian.mama eting became one big part of me..no doubt!!!from our latest meetings sa ila place,mg sige nami chika about life.what i really admire about her is shes definitely smart and intelligent...open-minded,verbal and grabeh ka updated sa mga current issues of today.hahai..mama eting....akong giilang lola karun....amen!!!!!hehehehe

popping eyes!!!

november 30 '06

mag binisaya ko ha..kay i have friends who were complaining na kapoyan sila basa sa ako blog ky english daw...di sila kasabot....hahaha...

gahapon...ngtext mi ni ching....medyo na ok nami...we were both calm already....i told him if pwde ko muadto sa ila kay kwaun nako ako hulman nga cd installer sa windows xp ug nero ug muborow sd ko sa ila webcam...ngsabot mi na mgdala ko weed pero..i texted my friend na amu contact sa weed..mga 7pm sa gabii niadto ko sa ako migo..pero before ko naabot,atay..gi texsan ko na hurot na sa iya kwaanan..hahaha..mao to tambay nlng ko ngadto ila kuyug iya uyab huwat sa text ni ching kung pwde nko muadto sa ila..si ching nalang ang ngpalit ug weed.mao to mga 8pm ni text na sya na pwde nko muadto nya ng inum sila iya mga amigo ky birthday mn ni cryus!ngdala ko pansit kay amo ta i foodtrip inig human smoke...pag abot nko didto...leche..ka sexy bah ni iska oi...ng tank top mn gud ko..wahaha..di halata nga palahubog ang amaw kay pwera buyag di tawun ko dakog tiyan..hahaha...naabot ko mabolo gisugat ko ni ching..inum mi..nya sturya bahim sa jamaican dollar ni lyndon ky naglalis mi pila jud ang pag pailis ato sa peso...ingun batw ko na 49.60.mao mn igun sa PNB....yaw bnlng palag guds..hihihih...

mga 12mn nato murag nalipong nko dah...irie nsd ang mga tao.wa pa nko na smoke ang gilahi nga joint ni ching pra nko..iya ko gihatod sa ila kay muuna nlng jud ko tulog kay magtiwas pman sila inum gud...

HIGHLIGHT OF THE NIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sa dihang iya nakong gihatod sa ila....naa na nko sa iya kwarto..ug sa dihang NISULOD ANG LOLA(C MAMA ETING SA KWARTO NI CHING KUNG ASA KO NAGHIGDA!!)SHITTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT.........MABOANG KO!!!NA PANIC KO OI....nagbutang ug unlan si mama sa kwarto ni ching..ug SHOCK AU KO KAY NAG ASK BITAW SI MAMA NA"NAA MN LAGI KA DAY!?!?"SHITTTT...NAUWAW KO....hihihihi..wa bya jud na kabalo si mama na dra ko tig katulgan kong mgkuyug mi ching....sa akong ka rattle,gi texsan nko si lyndon ug ako gipadali2 ug uli si ching ug ako dayun sya gisturyaan pag baot.sige sya katawa..amo iya dayun gi adto si mama sa iya kwarto ug iya gisturyaan nga ihatod ra daw ko nya inig human nila ug inum.iya rako gipapahuway..wahahahaha...mao ng ask si mama kung pauliun pa ba ko ni ching na kadlawun naman....mao to ni balik si ching sa iya kwarto ug sige sya katawa kay as in WAAA MN DIAY NASUKO SI ETING..WORRIED LNG JUD DAW SYA KAY KADLAWUN NAKO MUOLI...mao to...natulog ko ug nibalik si ching ngadto ug inum sa gawas.

then tingala ko na ngmata2 ko naa na si ching sa ako kilid.ka sweet oi..ahahaha..naka mata ko 5am kapin...hatod ko ching sa ila skina iya ko gipasakay ug jeep..gipatol nsad ko sa akong insomia...wa koy tulog hantud ng 10am nalng sa buntag...nga 11am nko gi du-aw sa akong duka...mao to mga1pm gipukaw ko sa ako bro ky maniudto na ug sakit au ako dunggan..ambot nganu jud kaha ni oi...mao to pacheck mi sa amu family physician nya ana sya nag swollen ako earlobe ky naay infection...atay....mahala sa tambal oi...42 mn sd ang isa nya thrice a day pajud...

mao to text dayun mi ni ching...as in dugay au mi nahuman text kay ng senti senti mn gud mi....mularga nmn gud ko ugma padung lanao...ngadto nsad ko pabadlong sa akong mama...hahaha...di oi...mangita kog kwarta didto..sabot mn mi ako mama,himuon ko niyang driver ug right hand nya.sweldoan ko nya every week..ok rasd kay 1 month ra btaw.may na para naa sd maipon pra pasko..paksit gihapon inig uli balik cebu!!atay!!hahaha...mao to..text sd mi bahin sa funny nga nahitabo gabii..hahaha...sa akong meeting with eting!!gagagaga....

ang gi text ni ching pag ask nko kung naunsa si eting pag buntag:

'WALA RAMAN.GI KASAB-AN GANI KO NGANU KADLAWUN TAKA GIPAULI.KY PGMATA NKO NANGITA MN CYA NIMO KY PAKAN-UN DAW KA.HEHEHE..GPANGITA JUD KANG ESTER..."

HAHAHAHAH...atay oi......

kita sd mi ching run..manulong ko ug gubat!!counter strike mi.....kay larga na bya ko ugma..di pajud sya kahatod nko kay si papa lng daw muhatod nko...huhuhuhuh....atay!emote ver..one month invisible..yawa!ge lng!chat2 lng gud!hehehehe.....madala ra ug smyl!!!

intense madness...

wait up..im gonna try to do this step by step....mmm...im so in the mood inmaking some entry about the happenings that took place few days ago....let me take u backwards....from the ados,adventures,sum burlesque show,dramas,the long odds and evens of what i call"the humdrum love"....WARNING: SOME CONTENTS ARE NONSENSICAL AND COULD CAUSE YOU BRAIN ENCROACHMENT!!

P.S the component contains bisaya and english...okiez!>!>!

november 29 '06( freaky wednseday)

the morning of this day..i woke up beside the love of my life"NEGRA".we spent our 7th monthsary together here in my place.both woke up with a whey-faced cramping on us..we were so wasted that we woke up in the middle of the sunny afternoon that just bit the hell out of our skins...ching went home past 12nn and i went back to sleep coz i still feel so knocked out and jaded from the drinking and pot session we had with our friends last night...

around 5pm,ching gave me a buzz thru sms.he asked permission from me if he could go to chong hua hospital together with his friend to visit their sick friend who was an in patient there.he left me thinking whether id let him go or not..so i replied if i can go with him..but he said no..it made my eyebrows raised..and then i replied like asking him why wouldnt he want me to come with him...i kept askin him why..bugging him the same question from one text msg to the other....and then suddenly..things went crazy....we fought....coz of that issue...things got bigger and bigger and ended up arguing and scolding each other thru text....it distraught me...and there i gave out a transient madness..he said some things that annoyed me..irk me from my irritability...and then we found each other deciding to just end all of this damn screwy relationship....i was tired so as he...i cried..bursting myself from tears..drowning from it like i just wanna break down and cry...and yes i did...i hurriedly texted my mom that i really wanna go to lanao del norte as soon as possible with some white lies to cover the real reason as of why the sudden stubborness...i just wanna go out from this fucked up city....my mom didnt replied...and it made me more riled up...skin and bones!!!!!so so so....i texted ching telling him that im coming over at his place to get my travelling bag coz he borrowed it from me.he told me if i could just get it the next day but i kept insisting...he then said yes but he'll just leave it over to his friend coz he doesnt like to see me...duh!!!grin!!!the stupid ill-headed jerk!

it was around 11pm that night when i finished dressing up.preparing to go over at ching's place and get my stuff from him...but when i was about to go out from our house..someone sent me a message..and it left me wandering!!!it was rusty(ching's x gf)..i was quite hesitant to check it out..i was thinking to just delete it w/o reading it....i mean why would she text me..we were enemies still way back..when i discovered that they were still texting,i combatted her thru text...but its just seemingly what they call a woman's aptness and instinct.so yeah..i opened and read her messages..they were coming one message to the other...and what the fuck!!am i reading all of these right?or am i just covered up with my instillness of anger...ang amaw nga ching!!!ni text ni rusty na nanghagad ug inum sa ila balay pajud!yawa!!!!rusty forwarded ching's messages to her to me....if you guys could just see what i was reading..grrrrrrrrrrrr......the fuck!the moron!!!

i took a cab to mabolo...texted ching naa nako sa korean bldg near their place.but as to my surprise it wasnt him who brought me my bag but it was el2,a friend of ours..i then asked el2 where the fuck is ching and then el2 replied that he doesnt know..but im fuckin sure that his just around somewhere..i then texted ching to right and there see me..and he showed up..i arrived there overflowing with unsaneness....i gave him my phone and i let him read all the messages that rusty forwarded me from ching...and after reading it,while he was about to look up and face me,WORLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I FUCKING SLAPPED HIM ON HIS FACE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!TWICE1U HEARD TWICE!!!AND I MUST SAY IT WAS DAMN PAINFUL COZ I CAN EVEN FEEL THAT MY HANDS WERE SCOURGING!!and then i cried....how could he do a such thing to me when all i did was to make him happy..i never lied to him..i never cheated...i never texted any guys that he doesnt know...i never hid any secrets from him coz i dont want him to lose his trust on me...i was faithful!!!!!!!!but i was hurt!!!!

he explained why he did that...but i never gave my ears and listened....the hell i care!then we decided to really end all of this....im fed up...so as he..it sucks!!!!

i was about to go home when he grabbed me by the hand and told me not to go home yet...he went back to his house and got back out with a bottle of red horse while a friend of ours was waiting outside...and now..they were actually going to have some drinking sessions...i later knew that they were already drinking before i arrived.ching's face was making the impression of getting tipsy and dosed over with tanduay and beer...i didnt join them..i just sat next to him not uttering a single word...i was mad,hurt,lost!!!!!i was just listening to them...ching was obviously making"padungog dungog" that he was hurt,he wants to die,commit suicide and all that piece of crapness...and yes..they were really drunk..

after their session,i decided to just go home but ching begged to let me stay and just sleep at his place.and seeing him like that,so drunk and boozy,with that pie-eyed look, i cant just leave him in that condition...so i craddled him to his room and i was trying to make him feel at ease...he then cried.telling me if the things that i said a while ago were all said and done?and when i said yes..he cried out loud..and to my suspense, it was the first time i have seen him for 7 months so drunk and besotted from alcohol...i felt pity...i never slept that night...instead i looked and watched over him as he was slowly beginning to close his eyes..i can see that he was tired...he was murmuring in his sleep. i hugged him tight..kissed him all over his face just to let him feel that im still beside him and im not leaving him...until the morning arose...i never had the time to sleep and even gave myself a nap..i was worried of ching's condition....he was weak...

but then i have to go home before everyone in his place wakes up...i arrived home around 7am in the morning..i laid on my bed crying myself from tears of pain..and then i fell asleep....crying is tiring...just giving me the worse time and action ever in falling asleep!