total mess...the usual!!

i just so hated this day........last night i got so freakin wasted and drunk....i drowned myself from beer at turtles nest with my band mates,ching and my new friend who helped us with this event that were going to be in this cumin saturday in velez..shes completely a blessing in disguise to us thanx to a common friend of ours...anywayz yeah..i got so fucked up coz we wer to meet like 6pm last night but i arrived 2 hrs late..imagine...how professional of me..i was even the one who decided for the time that well be meeting up but it was i who arrived last...thanx ching......coz of ur damn cd i have to ride a taxi from lapu2 to lahug..and that would cost me 1/4 of my allowance this week which id rather buy 3 pieces of shawarma for my hungry tummy...they welcomed me with a glass of cold red horse on the rocks and God i was really thirsty...we talked about the gig this coming saturday..no TF..the tickets are sold for 100 box..food and drinks (that would be softdrinks and not beer)..more preferably the bands privileges..and boduy arrived...nuthin much about him really...then el2x..friend of ching's who is also a friend of mine in some cases..lol...texted that it was his birthday.so we headed off to his place near ching's in mabolo then continued our drinking sessions together with the rest of the sindulan boys...hehe..that made me even more drunk...damn....i ate 4 pieces of ngohiong..always delicious...cant get enough of it..and i decided to sleep ahead since im really2x drunk...so ching brought me into his room and i fell asleep..he still went back out to drink more and party with his friends...

i went home about 430am in the morning...still sensing and feeling my hung over...when i got home i then slept..i woke up 1030 with my headache fencing over...then i ate then turned on my pc....

tonight i really hate ching......his really driving me crazy.....................his so........mean and rude...indecent..ill mannered...feeling...........................he promised that he'd be our sessionist drummer this friday and saturday since we dont have a drummer anymore coz of what my band mates told me..there drummer who is also a friend of mine has his own world...lol...and now..ching turned us down again since theyll be having their practice tomorrow and this friday..and hello...our gig is this friday at kahayag...and grrrrrrrrrr..i hate him.........and now..wer really going bananas...we just dont know who to get for this events in line for us this week...and

the fuck..i dont care...now my fears are troubling in already....my band and ching's band are really in a total outrage of time..time conflicts....and sessions...im just scared of the open possibilities that these issues would result us our misunderstandings and chaos in our relationship..i just so hope that it wont.......

till here..im ranning out of words..im really sleepy..havent had enough sleep for days.....bye...